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Title: I would really rather lurk for a while Post by: Itneverends on December 17, 2017, 04:08:24 PM But I don't see an option to not post an introduction before looking. I keep getting the rug ripped out from under me. I've already lost so much and splitting up feels impossible for the foreseeable future. I'm reading Stop Walking on Eggshells and just read about this board.
I'm married 27 years. My husband was once diagnosed with BPD but I didn't understand what that meant until picking up this book when I was ready to leave or die trying. But 2 1/2 years ago my son died. My mother 4 months later and I couldn't breathe let alone leave. I have begun to put myself back together but my husband only pretends to. Half the time I feel secure and loved. Supported by him and half the time I feel trapped in his death grip. Title: Re: I would really rather lurk for a while Post by: Itneverends on December 17, 2017, 04:25:42 PM Sorry if I posted this in the wrong place. Working from my cell phone and hard to see. I see the articles now.
Title: Re: I would really rather lurk for a while Post by: hope2727 on December 17, 2017, 04:28:14 PM Welcome. I am so sorry for your losses and your ongoing struggle. This is a wonderful and supportive place. There are many lessons on the right hand side of the page. Please keep reading and posting. There is many people going through similar struggles. You are not alone.
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