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This is my " reach " for valentines day... after reading posts on here , i decided the best move was to show her i care, but not pressure her with a valentines card... .here is my intitial email.

 "  just watched the hobbit,  battle of the five, and thought of you because you like those movies... .

after thoren died, the line was " why does it hurt so much, ? '''the answer was " because it was real "


I can relate. Have a good valentines day week, I'm not sending a card, because i guess you arent my valentine anymore, but i love you nonetheless, and i will always be here for you. It would be nice to here your voice.

Here is her responce , which came immediately ... .like 5 minutes later,,,interesting because she hast responded to anything in well over a week, but when i said " your not my valentine anymore "... .funny how fast she got back to me... .here is her reply:

Thank you but I stopped celebrating that holiday a long time ago... .love among people does not exist... .Not in my life anyway.
Good movie tho... .
Hear Midwest got a lot of snow... .It sounds cold.
Hope your leg is healing.

and here was my reply to the response, and I will no leave it go for a week or so... .":

Thank you for responding... .please know that love does exist for you... at least from my perspective... I love you more than words can say... .and i know things did have hurt you, and i'm soo terribly sorry for those things... .i wish i could turn back the clock and do things differently... .but the only way to turn back the clock is to look forward and not back.  I love enough to do just about anything to make you happy, and right now , i guess that means give you space... OK... .can do... .how are the dogs and where did you get bit.?

Or it's gonna go down in flames
You can tell me when it's over
If the high was worth the pain


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