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Title: Many resources I find are all about how they treat us- but what about our kids? Post by: Thea on March 28, 2018, 09:31:32 AM I think my spouse has both NPD and BPD. Anyone else? I'm trying to sort this out. Also- many resources I find are all about how they treat us- but what about our kids?
Title: Re: Narcissistic Personality Disorder and BPD? Post by: phantomglitter on March 28, 2018, 10:01:07 AM Hey there! Daughter of a BPD mom who displays many Narcissistic traits. I know it's not exactly the same as what you are describing, but I can offer some insight as to how my mom treats me and my siblings.
I was often treated as the family scapegoat, being blamed for everything. My mom had this idea in her head that I was a bully towards my youngest sibling, when it was actually the other way around. She would pit us against each other, encouraging my siblings to insult me or snub me or sometimes physically hurt me. I had to do all the chores, and would sometimes be woken up in the middle of the night to go sleep next to the dog's crate, or wash the floor on my hands and knees. If ever I complained, she would unleash her fury and she'd tell me how ungrateful I am and that she's an awesome mother, and that she always does everything and that I'm just a lazy good for nothing (important note: in addition to constant cleaning I was doing well at school and played competitive sports). She limited my socialization as punishment when I "disobeyed" her, or didn't do something "right", and as a result I had very few friends. My siblings weren't treated like this, but I don't think they had it much easier. The middle sister was the favorite, my mom was always talking about how great she was and how pretty and how successful and would dote on her. She idealized my sister. However, this put a ton of pressure on her to be everything my mom expected. Which isn't easy. My mom saw her as an extension of herself, and wanted my sister to be a mini-her. Any individuality or deviation was met with guilt trips and punishments and yelling. Now that I'm an adult and no longer live at home, she has resorted to using guilt to control me. It's very effective. She tries to control everything I do and wants to monopolize all my holidays or special occasions, otherwise she takes it as proof that I don't care about her. I live 6 hours away. I am definitely the most fragile of my siblings today. The "favorite" has managed to build up a thick skin and resists my mom's attempts at control quite easily. I'm proud to say we've gotten a lot closer since we all moved out. It's a lot of drama and fear and rejection for the kids. My mom alienated me from almost all adults in my life who cared about me or wanted to help me. I imagine that having other adults in their lives who can model healthy behaviours and relationships would be incredibly beneficial. Just my two cents. :) Title: Re: Narcissistic Personality Disorder and BPD? Post by: Dragon72 on March 28, 2018, 10:43:43 AM Hi Thea,
I hear ya. Although undiagnosed, I firmly believe that my wife has BPD with strong NPD traits. I am very concerned about how she treats our son (4y6m). In one sense, he is her emotional supply: she sleeps with him every night since he was born in his bed, she literally spoonfeeds him and seems to go to him for comfort instead of to me. On the other hand, she used some dreadful emotional manipulation on him, she tells him he's not angry/sad/etc. when he has negative emotions and so invalidates his feelings, shames him when he's done something wrong and shouts at him 20 minutes later for things she let him get away with at the time. It must be very confusing for him. I'm at a loss too as to what to do. Title: Re: Narcissistic Personality Disorder and BPD? Post by: Tattered Heart on March 29, 2018, 12:48:51 PM Hi Thea,
I can imagine how difficult it is to see your pwBPD treating the kids badly. How old are your children? If they are old enough, you can begin teaching them tools to use that will help them learn about their own boundaries, how to validate, and how to talk to their dad. Title: Re: Many resources I find are all about how they treat us- but what about our kids? Post by: Thea on March 29, 2018, 11:05:18 PM Phantom glitter- This! We did foster care and sometimes she would cross the line similarly o what you are describing and I had to intervene- but at least then we were in the system so she had to manage better. I didnt know until recently that BPD/NPD is probably the problem.
Dragon- YES! YES! and YESSSSSS! Spoon feeding the 7yo but not the 2yo? CRAZY and I don't know what top do either. I want her to get the hell out of our lives. |