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Title: She ruined my life. Post by: Shedd on June 06, 2018, 06:00:57 PM Things keep spiraling downward for me with relationships. I don't know how to cope with loss. I never have been good at it. I keep losing friends right and left it seems. I know the world is in turmoil, but my friends give up on me so easily. I really suck at communicating and I have a hard time opening up to anyone now. I don't know how to make friends anymore because I figure they're just going to all abandoned me like she did. I don't want to be alone. I strive for the love of people I give it out so freely with little in return, and I'm tired of it. I really feel like all this started with her. I feel like she ruined my life and how to interact with people.
Title: Re: She ruined my life. Post by: Insom on June 06, 2018, 08:21:42 PM Oh, Shedd! Hugs. I hear you're feeling down on yourself. Take heart though, you're doing a good job communicating here.
Does communicating with people IRL feel harder for you than online? What happened this week that led you to feeling abandoned? Title: Re: She ruined my life. Post by: Turkish on June 06, 2018, 11:42:25 PM Quote from: Shedd I strive for the love of people I give it out so freely with little in return, and I'm tired of it. It sounds like this may be how you are and this BPD r/s may have triggered this realization, yes? |