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Children, Parents, or Relatives with BPD => Son, Daughter or Son/Daughter In-law with BPD => Topic started by: Troneyo on July 22, 2018, 10:46:46 PM



Title: Because it's all my faults
Post by: Troneyo on July 22, 2018, 10:46:46 PM
Blinking a tin is swinging in the ocean of my obsessive thinking that's living, linking of my bizarrest meaning of life. Elation-eluded, all I do delusionsretending, secluded. Fizzing on my own; nothing but shed tears come along with my erratically volatile personality. Want to start something yet but it feels me down, wishing for death, all is emptiness. I wanna hunt down my dream. Such a overwhelming moment, I broke down all of my hopes, last rode but when I looked down, knew that have to take another vows to myself, what I am so angry, I'm so much willing to look out of my tiny empty box though, what they give me ain't meet my high expectations high so... , I'm struggling to arguing a lot inside brain, oh! Feels like it may gonna explore. Oh My Gosh!
No ones know me, I hate that question that why i being born for. Wanting to get rid of all soon as become my stomach need more. Thanks for giving me a place to write it all down.


Title: Re: Because it's all my faults
Post by: Troneyo on July 22, 2018, 11:33:33 PM
Blinking a tin is swinging in the ocean of my obsessive thinking that's living, linking of my bizarrest meaning of life. Elation-eluded, all I do delusionsretending, secluded. Fizzing on my own; nothing but shed tears come along with my erratically volatile personality. Want to start something yet but it feels me down, wishing for death, all is emptiness. I wanna hunt down my dream. Such a overwhelming moment, I broke down all of my hopes, last rode but when I looked down, knew that have to take another vows to myself, what I am so angry, I'm so much willing to look out of my tiny empty box though, what they give me ain't meet my high expectations so... , I'm struggling to arguing a lot inside brain, oh! Feels like it may gonna explore. Oh My Gosh!
No ones know me, I hate that question that why i being born for. Wanting to get rid of all soon as become my stomach need more. Thanks for giving me a place to write it all down.


Title: Re: Because it's all my faults
Post by: Turkish on July 23, 2018, 01:33:11 AM
What's going on and how can we help?