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Relationship Partner with BPD (Straight and LGBT+) => Romantic Relationship | Detaching and Learning after a Failed Relationship => Topic started by: FJM on January 31, 2019, 04:55:25 PM



Title: Just peeped through my ex BPD GF Instagram / got scared
Post by: FJM on January 31, 2019, 04:55:25 PM
Well an hour ago i failed to the NC and enter the app to see instagram stories annonimously from my ex uBPD gf.
All i saw was really crazyness. Foreign politics memes, aliens ____, she smoking pot (usual), telling everyone that dont become robots or they will be replaced, that she would like to be anormal forever, a gif of a battery decharging. All this ____ throu 2 AM.
Felt like i was seeing the insights of a madmen.
My T told me from the beggining that after the breakup (almost 2 months ago, get replaced 2 weeks after and i think thats finished), that she is goin 100% through MANIA. At first i didnt believe him, but time and time and it starts to makes sense too.
Anyone happened something similar? BPD with big signs of mania?


Title: Re: Just peeped through my ex BPD GF Instagram / got scared
Post by: Mutt on January 31, 2019, 07:51:11 PM
I can’t speak to mania I’m sure that another member can address. You said you got scared in your title at first I thought that you’re worried sbout her but you left her a few weeks ago maybe you’re worried and you feel guilty. You’re asking other members so it could be that you want to see if their exes’s got better.

Do you feel guilty for leaving your here because your T said she’s going through mania?