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Title: I came down with a liver infection and that's another reason the relation sucks Post by: misuniadziubek on September 08, 2019, 12:19:12 PM I've had to endure a lot of stress from work in the last week. To summarize, they made me change locations for the month temporarily and the other place is chaoti
and disorganized and without a supervisor. Add in the financial stress of being laid off for the summer and trying to keep my head above water on debt and bills. I've been so stressed and not eating properly and last weekend I developed awful pain in my abdomen for hours at a time. Meaning we didn't have sex. Bpdbf was resentful and moody. Started yelling at me for getting pain pills out of my car because he left a tv he was fixing in my trunk because he knows I'm clumsy. Abusive verbally. I wasn't in the right state of mind to react well. And suddenly I was the bitch for not reacting properly. Despite the fact that I was a 7/10 on the pain scale. And I'm ruining our Saturday night. And there's always something wrong with me. Pain continued into the week. Went to the doctor. Found out it's liver inflammation from food poisoning. Got meds.. Pain went away entirely by Saturday. High stress meant low immune system so I was more vulnerable to it. I wake up for work at 5. I can't mess up my sleep so I passed out around 11 on Saturday at my boyfriend's. He kept trying to wake me up. I yelled at him to stop half asleep. Eventually he left and slammed the door. Today he is like. It's always something..you're always sick. You never hang out. You ruin every weekend. I guess.i have to accept it. It's hard to be in a bpd relationship period. Harder even when youre not in a great place yourself or sick. Get verbally and called names. |