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Today my girlfriend told me that her feelings for me changed and she doesn't know if she wants to go on. We talked about her illness two times in general in our relationship so even tho i had access to internet resources, i failed to provide right support for her. When i realised that it was already too late. She did make a decision yet but it's all leading to a break up. I still love her like i never loved anyone else so i would respect her any decision, just so she didn't regret it. The only this that worries me atm is that she doesn't have anyone as close as me to take good care of her so i asked her to stay good friends but who knows how close we'll be after the break up. I love her, i care about her and i worry what will happen to her. While i was writing this letter she texted me and said that she hates her life and her family, she blocked me. I immediately texted her best friend and i don't know what is going on right now. I'm scared. I'll probably tell how it ends tomorrow.