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Wow! I have been in a LDR for over 7 months with a lovely woman from the UK. It was like love early on. There were so many similarities we shared. We both love fitness, the outdoors, nature, the ocean and much between. I run a business in USA so we planned for me to visit her later this year (2020) so that we can really see in person the power of our relationship. Before that time she said she would visit me first but plans always fell through. She has 3 children by 2 different baby daddies. I have no children and there is a nearly a twenty year age difference. She is 31.  I am in high level fitness shape and well educated. She is working on improving her life. Lately she became so disrespectful. I use to get angry back but I now control my emotions to remain calm and in control. She sent me numerous texts today and seductive pix as she usually does. She then say you know you wan to f++ck me. You're old and boring and you want this young white p+++y. I know you do. I am biracial...we are both part Jewish. Then she tells me she could easily go get f***ed by younger guys with bigger c%cks if she wanted to and that we are done so I need to move on because she never wanted relationship. And then she comes out of her episode sometime and we chat for hours on the phone. This is so hard to navigate. And she blames me for everything that has gone wrong.  I have tried to be supportive in every way. She also esteem issues about her body and she binge eats. But, offering support chimes well in the moment only until she gets got by a trigger. Her behaviors say she does not respect me at all. And she has said the only reason I put up with her abuse is because she is pretty, when in fact I do not want to seem just like any other shallow guy who runs when the going gets tough.