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Title: It hurts Post by: Carguy on February 08, 2021, 10:38:05 PM So I backed off from chasing my ex BPD and today I seen her in public with another guy. It appears I've been replaced. It hurts and saddens me. I've been struggling the last few days with missing her. One song that I have recently come to love brought tears to my eyes yesterday while I was driving. I'm trying to dedicate to myself and workout while trying to heal but I'm struggling.
I have noticed the last few days that my mind is trying to go to dark places again. I am trying to keep it from going there but I find it wandering there from time to time. I keep trying to pull my mind away from there. I know it likely won't last going off of her past relationships that I know of. From what I know they haven't lasted more than a few months with the exception of me. If I'm honest I do find a little comfort in that but it does not stop the hurt. Sometimes I wish I could just completely erase her from my mind. Kind of like the movie 'The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.' Title: Re: It hurts Post by: Cat Familiar on February 10, 2021, 10:15:27 AM Have you seen this article? Surviving a breakup with someone who has BPD (https://bpdfamily.com/message_board/index.php?topic=303568)
Title: Re: It hurts Post by: Carguy on February 10, 2021, 09:28:23 PM Actually I just read this article yesterday. I remember reading it a few years back but it was good to read it again.
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