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To You,

It's taken me two weeks to find the courage to show up here and begin sharing my tale; it means a great deal to me that we are here together. Please accept my kindest regards to you and your loved ones.

The story I have to relate about what my beautiful little family's normal has been for the last 10 years is too important to rush on with and I don't have the energy left this evening to say much more...for the fear of not telling it well enough.

Thank you for your patience. I will post again tomorrow. Today is the best day of my life.

It took me a while to write here, too.
I registered twice before writing.
I also didn't know how to proceed - there was so much to say and a fear of a dam breaking and a flood of disorganised information making me look bad.
I wrote a daily journal far a week or so listing daily behaviours, and then, within those notes, referred back to previous behaviours matching.
There's no way I covered even 1% of what I wanted to say, but it got the ball rolling.
Good to see you here; this place and these people help / have helped me a lot.

Welcome to the family Ramsay! 

I'm sorry for what you're probably going through but glad you have found a community where many of us have been through similar experiences, and we can learn from each other.  I'm very glad you found the courage for your first post and look forward to hearing more.

Please tell us more when you feel comfortable doing so, and let us know what kind of help and support you hope to get here.