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Title: Can’t take it anymore Post by: Collaguazo on February 10, 2024, 10:52:12 AM Why did I have to meet a BPD person when I was the most vulnerable?
I have tried to end it but I always come back knowing that I will abused and discarded again as garbage. I feel worthless and my selfsteem is gone. I am desperate and sometimes I feel the only solution is to end my life. At the end nobody really cares about me Title: Re: Can’t take it anymore Post by: kells76 on February 11, 2024, 06:02:39 PM Hey... Things sound beyond overwhelming for you right now. The words vulnerable and eroded come to mind. Hard place to be -- I know.
Collaguazo, can you call or text the a crisis hotline today? You can talk/text as much or as little as you want -- you're in the drivers seat there. I think I've done either the 988 line (talk or text) or 741741 (text crisis line) and you are in charge of how it goes. Once you do that, can you let us know how it went? It's so hard when the darkness hits us :hug: Title: Re: Can’t take it anymore Post by: Skip on February 11, 2024, 08:01:45 PM What happened yesterday?
Title: Re: Can’t take it anymore Post by: SaltyDawg on February 12, 2024, 09:28:56 AM I feel worthless and my selfsteem is gone. I am desperate and sometimes I feel the only solution is to end my life. At the end nobody really cares about me Collaguazo, To me it sounds like you are extremely upset and are in an incredibly painful and upsetting situation to the point of where you want to end it all. My friend, you are in crisis, as you feel as though you can no longer bear the pain of what used to be your borderline relationship. Even though it feels quite hopeless to be in this situation, there is always hope, no matter how distant it might seem at the moment. We are here to listen to you, and offer emotional support. In your very first post last year, you mentioned that you had a doctor who was able to recognize BPD in your girlfriend and he was treating you for depression. I highly recommend, with urgency, to reach out to your doctor in this matter, so he can help you get you the help you need. If you need to talk to someone outside of your doctor's normal office hours, please call the suicide/crisis hotline in your country - here is a list of these numbers at https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines We care about you. Be sure to do any kind of self-care right now, as it sounds like you need to do this for yourself. Take care. SD |