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Title: Opening Up Again Post by: myself on February 09, 2014, 05:22:42 PM I was sitting in tears with the sun shining on my face. Letting go of the past. I was shut down in the r/s. NC closed the door to her, and who I was with her. I've been feeling like a turtle, withdrawn into a shell for safety. With good reason. I realized today I am not being myself with so many walls up. I see I was protecting myself from myself. I'm moving forward within these boundaries, and am opening up again.
Title: Re: Opening Up Again Post by: node4 on February 09, 2014, 06:55:48 PM Keep doing it, I am in the same place as you. It gets easier. You will be you again no matter how much you don't currently feel that way.
Title: Re: Opening Up Again Post by: love4meNOTu on February 09, 2014, 08:10:11 PM yes... me too... .
I feel like a spring flower beginning to bloom. I'm still in the bud stage, but at least I'm growing! As long as we are green, we can grow. much love, L Title: Re: Opening Up Again Post by: Ceide on February 09, 2014, 08:12:38 PM You will be an even better you!
This journey takes such courage and strength. I am grateful for everyone on here, helping me to open up again, too. Title: Re: Opening Up Again Post by: arn131arn on February 09, 2014, 08:13:40 PM I was sitting in tears with the sun shining on my face. Letting go of the past. I was shut down in the r/s. NC closed the door to her, and who I was with her. I've been feeling like a turtle, withdrawn into a shell for safety. With good reason. I realized today I am not being myself with so many walls up. I see I was protecting myself from myself. I'm moving forward within these boundaries, and am opening up again. Myself, can you expand on this? I have been NC for a little bit and was curious what you mean by this? Thanks, Arn |