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Relationship Partner with BPD (Straight and LGBT+) => Romantic Relationship | Detaching and Learning after a Failed Relationship => Topic started by: Ex-Dreamboy on November 16, 2014, 09:04:01 PM



Title: Dissociation: Paranoia, Delusion, Hallucination
Post by: Ex-Dreamboy on November 16, 2014, 09:04:01 PM
I hardly know where to begin recounting what I've been through when it comes to BPD-flavored psychosis.

The story that best captures the whole thing is definitely NSFW, and could be considered TMI, but I wonder if anyone else has been through anything even remotely similar.

This story is kinda primarily directed at the fellas out there who experienced the "BPD nympho" type (though I have plenty of other psychotic stories, and welcome anyone who wants to share). My ex was actually formally diagnosed with nymphomania in her early twenties (one memory that still makes me smile is when I was reflecting on a weekend morning of great sex and said to her "You know, maybe I'm different from most people, but I'm really more a morning person than a night person when it comes to sex." She said, "I'm a morning, noon, and night person"... .and you can imagine what happened next!).

So: ever had one of those times with your pwBPD GF where you had sex all night and day, giving her as much as nature and modern electronics will allow, until finally you really have nothing left and can think of no greater pleasure than a nap... .but then she's like, "okay, just play with my boobs while I go down on you," and you agree this is a good plan, but then you inadvertently start drifting off into daydreams a bit, and maybe aren't quite operating at "full pressure" down below, so suddenly she stops and turns away... .

You snap to full consciousness and ask what's wrong, and she tells you, quite disapprovingly, that she heard the voice of your penis saying it didn't like her anymore and wanted her to stop and go away... .