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Pretty self explanatory. I found her on one because I thought she may be, she is. Wanted to call her and scream but thought of this board. I'm still split black. Don't know if I'm coming back otherwise but, this sucks. What can I do?

All I can say is welvome to the club.  There are many of us here that share your same pain and your same story.  You are not alone.  Read the Lessons section here.  Read the threads and learn from others mistakes. Read Read Read... .and hang in there.  It will get better.  Just dont rage (or try not to)

Lol, I'm not raging and thank you for the welcome. Came to this site as soon as I found out. For some odd reason I get the feeling everything will be okay and we will talk again at some point.

I wish I didn't care so much. Thank you for the reply.

We're all going through it.  Work on your inner game.  Work on yourself and everything else will fall in place.  Thats what I am doing now.  MUST build that self esteem in order to "not care".  In my case it helps to get bombarded with egregious behavior everyday.  I guess you become desensitized to being discarded, recycled, replaced, etc.  Mine went from needing a new bf to needing space to maybe getting back together in the span of a few days.  These are crazy relationships.  Dont expect the expected unless you expect the unexpectes to come t the WORST possible time.

Thanks again man. I really appreciate it. Sometimes I forget that she has this and is prone to this type of behavior, so I've read. I'm doing me mostly, but mostly miss her. Thanks again.