A time bomb gift - warts

[nolisan]

 It's been 1.5 years now. Healing up pretty well emotionally, then ... .

Over the last few months I noticed two bumps - one on my hairline, the other on my neck. Itchy and odd. Doctors says they are warts.

WARTS! Never had one in all my life.

"Where the hell did they come from" I asked. Could be from something I picked up on my fingers, then finger to face or from intimate contact.

Then I had a chill - she had an odd thingy on her eye lid - a little fleshy thing. And good god I kissed her all over. Doc says these things are common on eyelids ... . eeek! And like all warts: contagious.

I have been infected with HPV! God! AND she made a big deal out of the fact she had never had a STD. This is pretty damn close.

I have an appt to get these "pieces of her" burnt off tomorrow.

When will it end? This is like deja vu all over again. I'm getting a full STD screen and staying celibate til I get the results (and these warts dealt with). Glad I have not slept with anyone since "Typhoid Mary".

Just a reminder of her total BS and lack of real concern for me. Yuck!

[Surnia]

I am so sorry about this, nolisan. You were really doing better lately.

You are in my thoughts - for tomorrow, burning it off and for the STD screening. Stay strong, nolisan.