This is my first post. I read through other threads but I wanted to reply here, since I think it's important to recognize the strength it takes to question as you do. It is now six months since I broke up (I did it). If you decide to face the hurt, you can do it too. It is possible.
Thanks Bro,
She Just txt me and I noticed that I feel worse now, I was feeling good reading some good stuff and now crap.
I keep asking her in different ways, "should I be waiting for you?" because she is under to much stress as a waitress to talk about silly stuff like us. She gets madder and further away every time we talk.