who is letting anyone off the hook for their actions or using a disorder as an excuse? thats not really what we are about here.
what we are about is better understanding of BPD. you might ask, if this is the Detaching board, what is the point?
a balanced perspective goes a long way in terms of a relationship post mortem, ie "how did i end up here", and learning lessons going forward. it also helps inform us when we advise others who make their way here, and want to better understand. and eventually, as we are able, we begin to turn the focus to ourselves.
you say you have been in three such relationships, UVA2002. there are clearly lessons not yet learned. black and white thinking is probably not your answer. what led you to, and kept you in three relationships with people you now see as evil? what have you learned that makes you more emotionally available to healthy relationships in the future?
i do feel sorry for my ex. she has a mental illness she never asked for, and it may be, for her, impossible, to achieve what she wants most: to love and be loved, and to love herself. thats tragic. shes also a grown woman, responsible for her decisions, capable of getting help, and frankly, not my "problem" anymore.
you see, its not all black and white