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Springle
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Songs that describe your pwBPD relationship
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October 07, 2014, 05:31:09 PM »
I noticed a lot of people turn to music in their dark times, I've actually heard the saying 'Music is the art form all other art forms aspire to be'.
What songs would you say you identified most with during your time with your pwBPD? Or describe your pwBPD or BPD in general?
I always think of this song now I know more about BPD -
Ace of Base - All That She Wants
www.youtu.be/d73tiBBzvFM
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October 07, 2014, 06:00:14 PM »
In retrospect, this song. I'd heard it years ago. When I heard it again after the r/s imploded, I started laughing. They had predicted my future :D.
The Offspring - Self Esteem
I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practice all the things I would say
But she came over
I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert
Now I know I'm being used
That's okay man cause I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me
That's okay cause I got no self esteem
We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejection's got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so
When she's saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right? Yeah yeah yeah
Now I'll relate this little bit
That happens more than I'd like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no
But that's kind of hard when she's ready to go
I may be dumb
But I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem
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October 07, 2014, 06:00:39 PM »
Hall and Oates - Maneater
Build me up buttercup applied a couple of times and actually played in my head during one recycle.
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October 07, 2014, 06:37:02 PM »
STONE COLD RAINBOW YOUTUBE CHECK IT OUT THIS SONG IS SO TRUE OF WHAT WE GO THREW WITH BPD
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October 07, 2014, 06:51:54 PM »
Numb by Linkin park.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
[Chorus]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
By becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
And every second I waste is more than I can take!
[Chorus]
And I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Read more at
www.lyrics.com/numb-lyrics-linkin-park.html#7zpYjzbwFm9rSk1x.99
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October 07, 2014, 07:52:00 PM »
All of me. By John legend
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Re: Songs that describe your pwBPD relationship
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October 07, 2014, 10:32:24 PM »
Agnostic Front- Dead to me
I just can't believe you
Turned and stabbed my back
I'm still in disbelief
I fell into that trap
I put my trust in you
You played me like a fool
This time you went to far
I turn my back on you
You're everything I hate
Dead to me
You dug yourself into a grave
Dead to me
It's my turn to walk away
Dead to me
There's nothing left to say
Cause you're - Dead to me
Don't say you had my back
That's just another lie
I called you on your bluff
Now our time is up
When push comes to shove it
I always showed you love
I turn my back on you
No heart, no loyalty - for me
No trust, no empathy - for me
Where have you been'
Where have you been!
Talking to your friends, again
Behind my back
Die with your sins!
Die with your sins! my friend
You're dead to me!
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October 08, 2014, 12:22:25 AM »
Lady Gaga - Bad Romance. Just about summed it up for me.
Oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Rama-ramama-ah
GaGa-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Rama-ramama-ah
GaGa-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free
I want your love
Love, love, love I want your love
I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love, love, love I want your love
(Love, love, love I want your love)
You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance
I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh--oh-ooh!)
I want your love and
All your lover's revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Rama-ramama-ah
GaGa-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
I want your horror
I want your design
'Cause you're a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
(Love, love, love I want your love)
I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my rear window
Baby your sick
I want your love
Love, love, love
I want your love
(Love, love, love I want your love)
You know that I want you
('Cause I'm a freak b___ baby!)
And you know that I need you
I want a bad, bad romance
I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh!)
I want your love and
All your lover's revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Rama-ramama-ah
GaGa-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that b___ c-razy
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that b___ c-razy
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that b___ c-razy
Walk, walk passion baby
Work it
I'm a freak b___, baby
I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don't wanna be friends
J'veux ton amour
Et je veux ton revanche
J'veux ton amour
I don't wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh!
I don't wanna be friends
(Caught in a bad romance)
I don't wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance!
I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh!
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Rama-ramama-ah
GaGa-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
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October 08, 2014, 01:59:21 AM »
Flesh wound, flesh wound
With medication it will fade
Should I assume
That someone hears me when I pray?
Love, full of hate
Don't you love how I break?
[Chorus]
Don't let them throw me away
Keep me and I'll be okay
Skipping a beat but it plays
Don't let them throw me away
Don't let them throw me away
Screwed up, used up
Crumpled, lying on the floor
___ed up, shut up
All you did back then was score
I'm feeling weak
Missing parts, incomplete
[Chorus]
Hold me up into the light
Fix the cracks and fix them right
Keep the pieces in the drawer
Keep them there forever more
May come in use for some day
Recycle this ___ in some way
And all that I have to say
Don't let them throw me away
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Re: Songs that describe your pwBPD relationship
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October 08, 2014, 02:05:07 AM »
The closest thing to crazy – Katie Melua
I cried for you – Katie Melua
I’ll stand by you – The Pretenders
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October 08, 2014, 02:25:48 AM »
A good song for when you have processed a BPD nightmare and thinking about dating again is "Bulleproof" by La Roux
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October 08, 2014, 02:57:42 AM »
Gotye - Hearts a mess
Pick apart
The pieces of your heart
And let me peer inside
Let me in
Where only your thoughts have been
Let me occupy your mind
As you do mine
Your heart's a mess
You won't admit to it
It makes no sense
But I'm desperate to connect
You can't live like this
You have lost
(Too much love)
To fear, doubt and distrust
(It's not enough)
You just threw away the key
To your heart
You don't get burned
('Cause nothing gets through)
It makes it easier
(Easier on you)
But that much more difficult for me
To make you see…
Love ain't fair
So there you are
My love
Your heart's a mess
You won't admit to it
It makes no sense
But I'm desperate to connect
And you, you can't live like this
Your heart's a mess
You won't admit to it
It makes no sense
But I'm desperate to connect
And you can't live like this
Love ain't safe
You won't get hurt if you stay chaste
So you can wait
But I don't wanna waste my love
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October 08, 2014, 03:09:22 AM »
Nine inch nails
"Closer"
You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to sell
Help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself
I want to ___ you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to ___ you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god
You can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything
Help me tear down my reason, help me its' your sex I can smell
Help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else
I want to ___ you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to ___ you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god
Through every forest, above the trees
Within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
You are the reason I stay alive
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October 08, 2014, 04:27:36 AM »
Demons by Imagine Dragons. She actually played this song for me and I know now she was trying to tell me about herself.
When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where demons hide
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October 08, 2014, 05:59:55 AM »
I've been listening to nine inch nails recently. I am fairly positive Trent reznor has BPD, listening to his music gives a lot of deep insight into the disorder and some pretty deep revelations into society also.
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October 08, 2014, 06:36:36 AM »
I go through darkness and then I feel better. After each cycle I progress a little more every time. This forum has played a big part in my recovery but it also triggers the sh#t out of me and I don't need to go back to those places so much anymore. I sign off for today and maybe the rest of the week with this silly but not insignificant song. Friends and fellow victims of BPD, I give you... .
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nfWlot6h_JM
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October 08, 2014, 07:59:40 AM »
I took my younger daughter to see this "boy band" a few weeks ago thinking they would be a very young group and a fun activity. Instead, I embarrassed my daughter weeping to these lyrics: the theme song for how I feel:
5 SECONDS OF SUMMER LYRICS
"Amnesia"
21f1 "Amnesia"
I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought aboutu our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all
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Re: Songs that describe your pwBPD relationship
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October 08, 2014, 08:33:20 AM »
Let me put it this way-
It started out with "My Love" by McCartney / Wings
It turned into "Crazy B!%#&" by Buckcherry
And now... ."The End" by The Doors
This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
It hurts to set you free
But you'll never follow me
The end of laughter and soft lies
The end of nights we tried to die
This is the end
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October 08, 2014, 01:56:21 PM »
Tegan and Sara
"I Was A Fool"
Do you remember I searched you out
How I climbed your city’s walls?
Do you remember me as devout
How I prayed for your calls?
I stood still is what I did
Love like ours is never fixed
I stuck around
I did behave
I saved you every time
I was a fool for love
I was a fool for love
I was a fool [x2]Then you blamed me and blocked me out
How long did you think I’d last?
Then you disappeared for weeks to pout
How many times could I pack?
But stand still is all I did
Love like ours is never fixed
Still I stuck around
I did behave
I saved you every time
I was a fool for love
I was a fool for love
I was a fool [x2]If you’re worried that I might've changed
Left behind all of my foolish ways
You best be looking for somebody else
Without a foolish heart, a foolish heart
But stand still is all we did
Love like ours is never fixed
I stuck around
I did behave
I saved you every time
I was a fool for love
I was a fool for love
I was a fool [x5]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WZHGeg_0Rlo
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October 08, 2014, 02:04:45 PM »
Refugee by Tom Petty
We got somethin' we both know it
We don't talk too much about it
Yeah it ain't no real big secret all the same
Somehow we get around it
Listen it don't really matter to me baby
You believe what you want to believe
You see you don't have to live like a refugee
Somewhere, somehow somebody
Must have kicked you around some
Tell me why you want to lay there
And revel in your abandon
Listen it don't make no difference to me baby
Everybody's had to fight to be free
You see you don't have to live like a refugee
Now baby you don't have to live like a refugee
Baby we ain't the first
I'm sure a lot of other lover's been burned
Right now this seems real to you
But it's one of those things
You gotta feel to be true
Somewhere, somehow somebody
Must have kicked you around some
Who knows, maybe you were kidnapped
Tied up, taken away and held for ransom
It don't really matter to me
Everybody's had to fight to be free
You see you don't have to live like a refugee
I said you don't have to live like a refugee
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October 08, 2014, 04:49:20 PM »
"Zero-Sum"
They're starting to open up the sky, they're starting to reach down through.
And it feels like we're living in that split second of a car crash.
And time is slowing down, and if we only had a little more time
and this time
is all there is.
Do you remember the time we... .?
And all the times we... .?
And should have... .?
And were going to... .?
I know.
And I know you remember, how we could justify it all.
And we knew better; in our hearts... .we knew better.
And we told ourselves it didn't matter.
And we chose to continue, and none of that matters anymore.
In the hour of our twilight... .
And soon it will be all said and done, and we will all be back together, as one... .
If we will continue at all.
Shame on us, doomed from the start
May God have mercy on our dirty little hearts
Shame on us for all we have done
And all we ever were. Just zeroes and ones
And you never get away, and you never get to take the easy way,
And all of this is a consequence, brought on by our own hand
If you believe in that sort of thing.
And did you ever really find, when you closed your eyes,
Any place that was still, and at peace?
And I guess I just wanted to tell you, as the light starts to fade,
That you are the reason that I am not afraid.
And I guess I just wanted to mention, as the heavens will fall,
We will be together soon if we will be anything at all.
Shame on us, doomed from the start
May God have mercy on our dirty little hearts
Shame on us for all we have done
And all we ever were. Just zeroes and ones
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October 08, 2014, 04:53:34 PM »
"Zero-Sum"
They're starting to open up the sky, they're starting to reach down through.
And it feels like we're living in that split second of a car crash.
And time is slowing down, and if we only had a little more time
and this time
is all there is.
Do you remember the time we... .?
And all the times we... .?
And should have... .?
And were going to... .?
I know.
And I know you remember, how we could justify it all.
And we knew better; in our hearts... .we knew better.
And we told ourselves it didn't matter.
And we chose to continue, and none of that matters anymore.
In the hour of our twilight... .
And soon it will be all said and done, and we will all be back together, as one... .
If we will continue at all.
Shame on us, doomed from the start
May God have mercy on our dirty little hearts
Shame on us for all we have done
And all we ever were. Just zeroes and ones
And you never get away, and you never get to take the easy way,
And all of this is a consequence, brought on by our own hand
If you believe in that sort of thing.
And did you ever really find, when you closed your eyes,
Any place that was still, and at peace?
And I guess I just wanted to tell you, as the light starts to fade,
That you are the reason that I am not afraid.
And I guess I just wanted to mention, as the heavens will fall,
We will be together soon if we will be anything at all.
Shame on us, doomed from the start
May God have mercy on our dirty little hearts
Shame on us for all we have done
And all we ever were. Just zeroes and ones
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Re: Songs that describe your pwBPD relationship
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Reply #22 on:
October 08, 2014, 04:56:32 PM »
I see you there
Your long black hair
Your eyes just stare
Your mind is turning
You know I'll laugh
And I won't take it back
I've seen your eyes I know
What your thinking
And one by one
We'll shoot our guns
We'll have fun
Don't ever doubt it
And when I say
Fare thee well
My only friend
Oh how the days go
Your setting sun
Your broken drum
Your little drugs
I'll never forget you
Never
Forget
You
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Re: Songs that describe your pwBPD relationship
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Reply #23 on:
October 08, 2014, 04:58:58 PM »
"Bottled Up Inside"
It ain't fading
Man I gotta let it out
Am I crazy?
Screaming nothing ever comes out
I keep feeling lost
I'll never find my way out
I'm not thanking them
Unless the truth can pour out
Give me some courage
Beating me down now for some time
Are you laughing am I funny?
I hate inside,
I hate inside.
I'll take this time
To let out what’s inside
Cuz I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside
My heart's breaking
Man you really ripped it out
You take pleasure watching as
I claw my way out
The hurt rising
Soon it's gunna to tear my soul out
It’s not kosher feeling like I’m on my way out
Give me some courage
Beating me down now for some time
Are you laughing am I funny?
I hate inside,
I hate inside.
I'll take this time
To let out what’s inside
Cuz I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside
[scat in background]
Feeling the haze as they cut down my spine
Pealing your flesh like the way you've cut mine
Do you feel happy, you ___ed up my mind
You’re going to pay this time
[scat in background]
I'll take this time
To let out what’s inside
Cuz I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside
[Slower]
I'll take this time
To let out what’s inside
Cuz I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside
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Re: Songs that describe your pwBPD relationship
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Reply #24 on:
October 09, 2014, 12:54:30 PM »
NO MORE DRAMA LYRICS - MARY J. BLIGE
So tired, tired of this drama
No more, no more
I wanna be free
I'm so tired, so tired
Broken heart again
Another lesson learn
Better know your friends
Or else you will get burned
Gotta count on me
Cause I can guarantee
That I'll be fine
No more pain (no more pain)
No more pain (no more pain)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
No one's gonna make me hurt again
Why'd I play the fool
Go through ups and downs
Knowing all the time
You wouldn't be around
Or maybe I like the stress
Cause I was young and restless
But that was long ago
I don't wanna cry no more
No more pain (no more pain)
No more game (no more game messin with my mind)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
Noone's gonna make me hurt again
No more tears (no more tears, I'm tired of cryin everynight)
No more fears (no more fears, I really don't wanna cry)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
I don't ever wanna hurt again
Wanna speak my mind, wanna speak my mind
Uh, it feel so good
When you let go
Of all the drama in your life
Now you're free from all the pain
Free from all the game
Free from all the stress
So find your happiness
I don't know
Only God knows where the story ends for me
But I know where the story begins
It's up to us to choose
Whether we win or loose
And I choose to win
No more pain (no more pain)
No more game (tired of your playin' game with my mind)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
No more, no more, No more, no more
No more tears (no more tears, no more cryin every night)
No more fears (no more waking be up in the morning)
No drama, no more in my life
No more drama, no more drama
No more drama, no more drama
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
No more drama in my life
So tired, tired of this drama
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Re: Songs that describe your pwBPD relationship
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Reply #25 on:
October 09, 2014, 01:28:32 PM »
I like some songs by Pink (supposebly BPD herself) She sings about her feelings and its like she is speaking for my exBPDbf. I like "just like a pill" also "blow me one last kiss" but this is my favorite... .The video is great too... .I relate to the guy in the video... .
Please dont leave me:
www.youtu.be/eocCPDxKq1o
I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many times have I kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
Da da da da-da
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
When my heart is
Broken
Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise
Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
I forgot to say out loud
How beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without
You're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you
I'm sorry
Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da da-da da
Please, please don't leave me
Baby, please don't leave me
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please,don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me
Please, please don't leave me
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