Hi there
Thanks Faith.i feel guilt complaining about a boring job I don’t even have yet! Trying to stay present in unsettling times is quite hard. I’ve had a schedule and modules to work to and now it feels a bit understandably weird. I didn’t have a vision of my life but one was appearing slowly, now snapped away for now. That’s life!
hard watching them come so close to the edge before they do what is needed but hopefully that is exactly what he needs.
The refusal for professional help is frustrating. He fights who he is by blocking out with drugs. On a positive note, he mentioned yesterday he’s struggling so much because he’s cut back on cbd and whatever else he was taking (I think cocaine but don’t know). Another positive note was that he brought me back to the present in the conversation - this shows he’s trying to show me what he needs. Anyway, thanks for the reminder and I really like the analogy of the cliff edge. He is trying to move away from it and I recognise that. He can’t do many tasks at once, I forgot that. .
LP