So, just Saturday night my UBPDH had a fit - or blow up - for lack of a better word. The trigger was the fact that since my kids have left my home I am unable to get rid of all their stuff.
Hey Zomi, We know exactly what you mean when you describe it as a "fit" or "blow up." I'm sorry to hear what you are going through. What will be a trigger is impossible to predict, so don't blame yourself or your kids' stuff. Concerning your questions, my suggestion is to work on formulating an exit strategy in private, perhaps with the help of a trusted friend or family member. Letting your H know about your plan in advance is likely to make it that much more difficult to leave, for obvious reasons, if that is your decision (to leave).
LuckyJim