Hi Alrischa,
I just want to start by saying that I'm sorry for the long delay. I'd like to welcome you to bpdfamily. I'm sorry that you're going through this, it has to be heartbreaking to see that he's sick but rejects it.
- I have seen counsellors in the past for depression and low self-esteem
I can relate with you, how did you find the counsellors? Did you find that it helped?
- he does not believe he has a personality disorder, I have not suggested to him that he has BPD but I think I tried to suggest a different type of disorder years ago and he got so livid he had to leave the house to "calm down"
I can relate with this too Alrischa, but I told my ex that she had BPD and it was not well received.
His reality is as real to him as yours is to you, he may not know any differently because his benchmark is from his personal experiences. Obviously not everyone that is mentally ill don't know that they are, some reject it, some don't know and some are aware and get help.
We're not doctors and cannot diagnose, only a professional can do that, what we can look at are BPD traits, I agree with you I think that he has BPD traits and probably OCD and depression. BPD has the most comorbid mental illnesses and experts aren't sure why.
Usually there's and underlying clinical mood disorders, depression, anxiety,PTSD, other personality disorders. BPD carries a heavy stigma, it's unbelievable that it's 2017 and it's still that way but we have to accept things as they are. On the flip side we have depression and anxiety that is widely accepted in society, usually that is treated first so that helps with the BPD symptoms, you suggest that you think that he suffers from depression and anxiety and that could be the catalyst to get him to go seek help?