Hi, Winifred
I love the title of this thread; it reminds me of an Angel, and believe me, I've called on plenty of those (beside the Deity and the Universe, etc. ) over the years.
HealingSpirit (appropriate poster to post in this thread!) mentioned my and my son's story, and I do recognize you from some months ago, but if you haven't read about him, the story is here:
My son's Recovery-In-Progress Story. Although I can't say he is
fully recovered, I
can say that for all practical purposes, he probably wouldn't be diagnosed with BPD anymore.
Right now he is going on 17 months clean and sober from a multi-year Heroin addiction, and from everything else that is illegal or mind-altering in the world. He is not suicidal anymore, only sometimes depressed (but it is mild, not clinical), and is still dealing with Social Anxiety but it is not debilitating or anything terrible. He's still in several forms of treatment: OutPatient Therapy once/week; Neurofeedback Therapry once/week; Psychiatrist once/month and medical Dr. every 2 months.
I mention this, because my experience has shown me that if our BPD loved one realizes that he/she has a problem and decides to get help for it, things actually can get better one step at a time... .Which it seems is happening for your daughter. I, also, would be nervous for September to come and the possibility of her becoming involved again with the abusive father of your grandchild. How stressful! She is still getting psychological help, though--is there a chance you can mention your concerns somehow with her Therapist?
Are you allowed to call or email this Therapist, to make sure he/she is aware of the coming event? It might help calm your nerves a bit if you knew for sure that she will be counseled about this event prior to it happening... .I know that I always take the initiate to contact my son's Therapist, Psychiatrist & Neurofeedback Therapist and even Dr., when I foresee a possible problem coming up for my son's recovery (he has filled out all the paperwork allowing them all to keep me in the loop). Many a possible catastrophe has been averted by that!
Another thing I have found that has kept me positive and less stressed is to apply Radical Acceptance of my son and his abilities and situation, in order to live my life in a better frame of mind. Is he still disorganized, messy, hermit-like sometimes? Is he still unemployed and needing our help? Is he not self-sufficient and living the kind of life we'd always envisioned for him? Yup, yup, yup to all of that... .But he is the happiest and healthiest he's been since he was 19 years old, and he's mostly a joy to have around, and our family is now at peace and moving forward every day. I'm thankful to all of our Angels for that