sounds like a form of closure Redstar91, how are you feeling about the letter?
It feels good to finally have some recognition that I still exist. But she'll reach out in the future when she's healed and ready to talk. I was always a good communicator and took it for granted, thinking everyone was like that. I still love her though, I don't know why but I still do. But I'm not sad about it anymore, life goes on.
I wrote a reply today, but I'm not going to send it. It's good closure for my mind for now.