He said he wanted to "talk things through" and work it out. I thought email was a good format bc there is no tone, and also, because sometimes when he is like this, I feel dominated by his physical presence. He said it was not his favorite (prob bc he has less control that way!) but he agreed.
I wrote heartfelt emails, very carefully worded, trying to validate, taking responsibility for my errs, but also telling him about what I needed/issues I saw from my end (some of which dealt with his behavior). Upbeat up the wazoo, which is me. Did everything exactly as you should.
So I got a 4-line email back, totally defensive, about 1 thing that I had said that's been on top of his mind. Negative. I am the oppressor.
Zero
validation of my feelings. Zero acknowledgement or ownership of anything (And he can and does apologize when he comes back "to."
After a few emails, he apologized for some of his errs. But I am just gobsmacked. And I don't know why. I haven't contacted him since. At first when we were broken up, my abandonment fears kicked in. Now I am just annoyed and disappointed and yes, angry about the injustice.
Thanks for listening