I really am undecided. She has made her decision. I have not.

[Before you can make things better, you have to stop making them worse...]

Hey guys, today I have come to the conclusion that were I given the chance to have another shot with my uBPDexgf, I would. There is no denying it anymore. I am not done with this relationship in my mind.

February 6th was the last time we had direct contact.

The campus police at her college e-mailed her not to contact me in any way.

I don't know whether my ex has really moved on from me or not. I have no way of knowing what she feels. I know from what I have seen that she does not have a romantic replacement, but there definitely is a certain girl, or set of girls, that she is mirroring right now bigtime.


I have decided that I love her very much. I have a sober view of the situation. I know that I might very well never hear from her again. She might have permanently painted me black.

I understand I'm dealing with mental illness. I can not fix her, but I'm determined that were she to reach out to me, my hand would be extended.

I hope everyone here can respect my decision.

I have unblocked her on facebook. I have not directly contacted her and will not do so.

[Reecer1588]

Hey guys, today I have come to the conclusion that were I given the chance to have another shot with my uBPDexgf, I would. There is no denying it anymore. I am not done with this relationship in my mind.

February 6th was the last time we had direct contact.

The campus police at her college e-mailed her not to contact me in any way.

I don't know whether my ex has really moved on from me or not. I have no way of knowing what she feels. I know from what I have seen that she does not have a romantic replacement, but there definitely is a certain girl, or set of girls, that she is mirroring right now bigtime.


I have decided that I love her very much. I have a sober view of the situation. I know that I might very well never hear from her again. She might have permanently painted me black.

I understand I'm dealing with mental illness. I can not fix her, but I'm determined that were she to reach out to me, my hand would be extended.

I hope everyone here can respect my decision.

I have unblocked her on facebook. I have not directly contacted her and will not do so.

[Loosestrife]

Hi Reecer,

Why did the police tell her not to contact you again, sorry I can't remember the background?

[Mutt]

Hi Reecer,

Why did the police tell her not to contact you again, sorry I can't remember the background?

That's a good question.

The campus police at her college e-mailed her not to contact me in any way.

What's the background Reecer?

Was there an investigation?