I still have the hope that she’ll contact me but it’s looking increasingly unlikely and I have to remind myself what good could come from it anyway.
Also, when you find yourself wishing they’d contact you, try and think of all the crappy things they did.
I do this ALL THE TIME - Its almost a mantra and like I said, rationally it makes sense but the emotional side of me still seems to think "he can change" or "I can fix him" its actually really frustrating to be in my brain sometimes
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Take long walks, run or join a gym if you can.
I go to the gym 3 days a week - and I have literally started crying on the treadmill. I do agree that in general it helps keep me more upbeat it definitely isn't keeping my mind off of him
Still, thank you so much for your input - honestly sometimes just knowing other people are going through the same thing helps so much!
I keep going in the hope that it does get better and knowing I deserve more
We all deserve more! And 6 weeks isn't that long (or, in my case, 11 days!) - Stay strong!