I've posted the story in
Ten Year Triangle, so I won't repeat it.
It's so hard for me to understand how we can be away on vacation and fly home on Monday, be sort of ok on Tuesday and then argue Tuesday night and now no contact. My life feels empty without him. I know my well meaning friends and family suggest to "keep busy" but it's so painful when you miss someone so much. I really don't know how to cope and the urge to contact him is so strong but he's painted me black. Further, the other woman is incredibly hostile and dangerous...