Hey blueeyes, Like a lot of us Nons, you sound loyal and committed to your dBPDw. Yet, as I learned, there comes a point where one's loyalty and commitment are misplaced. The tipping point is different for everyone, yet I suspect is comes from an awareness that one has tried everything, to no avail. When you get there, you'll know it. And maybe you already have. Lucky Jim
Well said. For me it was last week. No idea if there's a way back after this.
"The woman my wife is now I do not know her."Blueeyes, this reminds of my first topic here, about 2 months ago, entitled "the man I once knew is dead".
That's how it felt for me, and still does.
I used to love someone and the man I see today has nothing in common with him. The one I loved was easy-going, crazy scientist kind of man (I used to call him Doc, referring to Back to the Future), lacked organization totally, romantic and kind.
Today he's paranoid, calculates every thing, writes letters to administration, seems to have to remorse putting the kids and me in the sht etc.
I know it's hard, hang in there.
