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Well I thought I could do this again. Seriously what the heck is wrong with me?

My daughter tells me he's wrong. My mom. My sons. My dad. But noo I think I can handle this?

I guess we all have to be ready. And I go back and forth between being ready and being addicted. It's such a game and I always lose.

Now I find myself doing the push/pull thing with other people and my ex. As is it will work with him. I just have to stop. For a long time. And be single. For a long time. This has me so screwed up.

I finally felt like myself again. Until I saw my ex. And I'm sucked right back in. Texting with repkies... .just a few. Then silence. Omg it's mind blowing!

I'm wondering which is crazier. Him or me thinking I can handle it?

[mylifeisgoodnow]

Well I thought I could do this again. Seriously what the heck is wrong with me?

My daughter tells me he's wrong. My mom. My sons. My dad. But noo I think I can handle this?

I guess we all have to be ready. And I go back and forth between being ready and being addicted. It's such a game and I always lose.

Now I find myself doing the push/pull thing with other people and my ex. As is it will work with him. I just have to stop. For a long time. And be single. For a long time. This has me so screwed up.

I finally felt like myself again. Until I saw my ex. And I'm sucked right back in. Texting with repkies... .just a few. Then silence. Omg it's mind blowing!

I'm wondering which is crazier. Him or me thinking I can handle it?

[thisworld]

Mylifeisgoodnow hi

You are not alone in this. Many of us are pulled back into communication only to discover that our exes can just disappear like that. Interestingly, many of us seem to go through similar patterns of communication after break-up. The link below shows other people's experiences with it. Are you in any of these groups?

https://bpdfamily.com/message_board/index.php?topic=120426.0

Best,