Thank you for replying. Same here I was very open with him and he understood health issues I have that I never shared so openinly and he worked with me with them... .he would even carry me up the stairs etc,
What gets me is how he openly shared about his alleged rape on day one of his job... .yet used that to feel me back in saying he was fearful I would find out the truth, maybe he thought I would talk to the other guy or someone would tell me... .
I can't go back in time but I wish I talked during that protection order
I feel so strange today like nothing was real ... .it's all an act and part of his delusional mind ... .supposedly I was never mentioned ... .but I think he's just being nice and not telling me... .it's good I get to talk to someone he also manipulated though and still does ... .it's good to know he does this to even people he works with.
I think my x must get RO on all xs this is how it ends... .he's supposedly reclusive... .I don't even believe that any longer because he did not mention that to the person he works with... .it's like it was all just one big act
I hope he works today and then part of me hopes he doesn't
His mine is very warped... .he has his bosses wrapped around his finger yet got an RO because I threatened him
He claims he has no connections with people yet talks to coworkers
He's sicker than I even imagined and I have this odd feeling he will talk to me again and I think that's why the universe has given me all this info .
I understand why that hurts. One of the most mindblowing aspects of this experience for me was registering that what went on with us, which for me was a nearly once in a lifetime experience--what I shared, how open I was--was routine for him. But he made it seem unique. Once I realized he regularly makes women feel that way, the bloom was sort of off the rose, in the sense that his approach was no longer effective. I could see the machinery at work, if that makes sense. I'm sorry; it is a very disorienting feeling.