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 91 
 on: February 10, 2026, 09:17:25 PM  
Started by maxsterling - Last post by ForeverDad
In the past, she has talked about suicide and I have called 911, and when police/paramedics/crisis response come W says she wasn't serious or denies things, and they tell me there is nothing they can do... I can describe what has happened, but certain criteria have to be met first before she can be taken for evaluation.  Me saying that she is severely depressed and mentioning suicide is not enough.  And if she were admitted for evaluation, she could still "put on a show" and then they can only hold her for 24 hours...

When I finally called and police arrived - domestic dispute, not suicidal thoughts - my spouse predictably had enough sense to deny and claim I was the aggressive one, though she looked angry and red-faced.  While I had recorded the "domestic dispute" minutes earlier, the recorder's speaker didn't work.  I couldn't present my proof of what really happened and so nothing happened then.  When I played the recording for an officer a few days later, they did take action.

Back then we didn't have digital voice recorders or modern cell phones that could record for hundreds of hours.  Today, they're a part of life.  I've previously commented that denials are predictable once the professionals arrive, either police or EMTs.  Unless there are other witnesses, playing a recording quietly made during the incident is the only way to document what had really transpired.

 92 
 on: February 10, 2026, 07:19:57 PM  
Started by Mutt - Last post by hotchip
Thank you Mutt for this and your post in other thread re: cheating, projection.

Reflection and understanding are not the same as resolution, but they can create a space where resolution becomes possible.

 93 
 on: February 10, 2026, 06:52:03 PM  
Started by JsMom - Last post by JsMom
CC43.
SLOW WALK is my new mantra. It's short, easy to remember and I can visualize the slow movement or reaction time. My son isl doing well at his new job. He's handling his responsibilities and is busy, therefore I'm not getting panic phone calls. Whew. .He did text me a couple days ago about a legal matter he wants to contest. So once again I'm off and running mentally which sends my anxiety way up. Reading your comment about SLOW WALKING is what I need to focus on at the moment. Thanks.

 94 
 on: February 10, 2026, 06:19:36 PM  
Started by maxsterling - Last post by Mutt
Max, this sounds incredibly draining, especially with kids involved. It makes sense to focus on keeping yourself and the kids steady rather than getting pulled into the relationship drama.

When safety comes up, I’ve found it helps to take self-harm talk seriously and hand it off to professionals, instead of trying to carry that judgment alone.

 95 
 on: February 10, 2026, 05:58:41 PM  
Started by maxsterling - Last post by maxsterling

By the way, when you came to this board 13 years ago, you didn't have kids, right? So I'm assuming you decided to have a family with her, and you are fulfilled somehow by this relationship? Has she been a good mother? Did things deteriorate with time?


Things have been up and down.  As you mentioned, I somehow thought that having kids/family would help stabilize her and give our lives focus.  Despite all I read about BPD and all the warnings from others, that's what I thought.  Before we had kids, things felt more stable and hopeful in many areas - physical relationship, money, shared responsibilities.  Since the kids were born our marriage has turned more into a "managed" relationship.  W has acted more and mor incapable, has become more emotional, and now has more baggage to bring with her.  In other words, life became more serious, and the smaller things that carried little weight suddenly feel like they carry tremendous weight. 

Is the relationship still fulfilling to me?  At times.  But lately it has felt unfulfilling the majority of the time.  Honestly, I'd probably be happier and much less stressed if the r/s were to end in a constructive (non traumatic) way.  That's not because of a lack of love or affection - it's simply a fact that being in a r/s with a pwBPD is inherently stressful. 

Is she a good mother?  At times, very good.  She provides something the kids need, and our kids comparatively speaking are great kids.  But clearly the kids want more from her.  This is another area that has deteriorated with time.  For the first few years, W was more on top of the parenting thing.  Now most of it falls on my shoulders.

 96 
 on: February 10, 2026, 05:47:54 PM  
Started by JazzSinger - Last post by Mutt
That sounds very disturbing, particularly given that it crossed a physical boundary that you had not seen before. The most important thing is how you felt at that time. To continue trusting your instincts, disengaging when necessary, and putting your safety and peace first is a very good idea.

 97 
 on: February 10, 2026, 05:17:44 PM  
Started by JazzSinger - Last post by SuperDaddy
It occurs to me now that he got that T-shirt and wore it in front of you with the exclusive goal of pushing your buttons. So whatever reaction that you had about it would be used as fuel for another outburst.

This is unconscious conflict-seeking behavior.

If he really wanted to embrace that T-shirt logo, he would not want to hide it from his friends. The point is that this T-shirt was specifically chosen with you in mind.

But it's ok that you couldn't ignore it and reacted (by taking a picture), because no one is perfect and everyone has buttons to be pushed.

 98 
 on: February 10, 2026, 05:11:27 PM  
Started by maxsterling - Last post by Notwendy
My BPD mother made several suicide threats and at attempts at self harm. Some may have been for  attention but it's not possible to know that.

After my father passed away, we were concerned but none of us live close by to get to her right away. We decided that if we heard her say anything that worried us we'd call 911. It was the best we could do from a distance.

I understand the difficulty in getting actual treatment. Once her doctor called me to tell me he was sending her to substance abuse rehab. I was so hopeful. She stayed two days, signed herself out and didn't go to any follow ups.

Because she remained legally competent, we could not intervene on any of her decisons or behaviors, even if it was for her own best interests.

As much as we wished she could get treatment, she, herself, would have had to consent to it.

I think it helps to consider the goal of calling 911. It may not be possible to get your wife into treatment but it still is getting them to be assessed.

It also took out the reinforcing behavior of our attention to it and it was up to the professionals to assess her. From what I could tell, she didn't do the threats as much, and perhaps this is why.

So even if it doesn't lead to your wife getting treatment, I think there's benefits to that response. We aren't professionals. We really can't assess someone for possible self harm.


I wanted to add- check your insurance. Sometimes ambulance isn't covered. Fortunately it was for BPD mother.

 99 
 on: February 10, 2026, 05:09:08 PM  
Started by maxsterling - Last post by SuperDaddy
Usually pwBPD love having kids because they feel important, especially females. This is because they feel important and get a sense of meaning in this word and feel worthy of love. Therefore, they get the endorphins they need.

At the same time, raising many kids can bring a lot of stress. Actually, for my wife, a single kid made her crazy, because she is unable to get authority over our boy. But since you live with her, you can take care of the stressful part and ask her for help with the rest. If instead of requesting her help you beg for it, she will feel important. Over time, you can make her feel necessary.

By the way, when you came to this board 13 years ago, you didn't have kids, right? So I'm assuming you decided to have a family with her, and you are fulfilled somehow by this relationship? Has she been a good mother? Did things deteriorate with time?

 100 
 on: February 10, 2026, 04:56:01 PM  
Started by maxsterling - Last post by Notwendy
My BPD mother made several suicide threats and at attempts at self harm. Some may have been for  attention but it's not possible to know that.

After my father passed away, we were concerned but none of us live close by to get to her right away. We decided that if we heard her say anything that worried us we'd call 911. It was the best we could do from a distance.

I understand the difficulty in getting actual treatment. Once her doctor called me to tell me he was sending her to substance abuse rehab. I was so hopeful. She stayed two days, signed herself out and didn't go to any follow ups.

Because she remained legally competent, we could not intervene on any of her decisons or behaviors, even if it was for her own best interests.

As much as we wished she could get treatment, she, herself, would have had to consent to it.

I think it helps to consider the goal of calling 911. It may not be possible to get your wife into treatment but it still is getting them to be assessed.

It also took out the reinforcing behavior of our attention to it and it was up to the professionals to assess her. From what I could tell, she didn't do the threats as much, and perhaps this is why.

So even if it doesn't lead to your wife getting treatment, I think there's benefits to that response. We aren't professionals. We really can't assess someone for possible self harm.





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