Thanks so much for the support guys. we are in the uk. from a legal standpoint there is no ongoing court case I dropped the charges. the police said it was clearly me that was the victim, I was worried about that with me being male and a lot older than her.
I sent a closure message and wished her well but made it clear it was over 2 days after the incident. It was not replied to but she was ordered not to contact me and I in hindsight maybe shouldn't have sent that message.
my issue now is that I cant seem to stop worrying about her. I do love and care about her and I know it was because of her condition, I know I shouldn't think this way but I feel addicted and so so sad. I care for her a great deal.



