Think Its Over

[Garpsish]

Hey guys just found this place and unfortunately seems i could have used it alot sooner as im now in the aftermath of a failed relationship, Im really not sure what it is im looking for but its been around a month since we split and i've been going through the motions, at this point in time i dont think its gona help me to disclose to much, but what i will say is we split kinda mutual we knew it was for the best and we are trying to maintain a friendship, now she's seems to be coping with it alot better than me and im happy for her, now im struggling with the friendship when i see her its great she brightens my day but afterwards i always have a feeling of loss sometimes i can shake it off others i cant, i still have alot of things i never got to say the break was abrupt no chance for communication just cut off that's how i knew things where diffrent this time and deep down we had spoken enough previously that i knew i had to walk away, If you truely love someone you'll let them go right ? Still tore me to pieces my head and my heart where at war with eachother I'm thinking of writing a letter nothing to deep or emotional just getting a few things out in the air mainly its about forgiveness and partly so i dont carry the burden of never saying whats inside would like to hear your thoughts on this is it to soon i know she is gona let go alot faster than me maybe the sooner i say it the better is it even a good idea to drag it up for her again i dont want to bring her down im sure she has enough of her own struggle's going on anyway thanks if you took the time to read and if you can shed any light please do thanks Garpsish