I wanted to just comment about how, for some reason, today I was in good spirits. Nothing new happened. She still ignores me, and I didn't even bother to reach out again. BUT... . I woke up today without that feeling (you know the feeling)... . maybe this place has helped me immeasurably. And as the day closes, I feel hopeful and more like myself than I have in several weeks (maybe months). It's the best I've felt without her in my life since times were good between she and I. And I am happy to say, I am not leaning on a new woman thus far. I'm all alone, happier than I have been in a while

Thank you all who have posted!