Well today was the day i decided to clean out the rest of her clutter from my closet. And i found a bag full of love letters birthday cards and valentines cards, yes opps i read them all and yes painfull and upseting. But i found a rather telling valentines card recieved on our third year here it is below see what you think.
To my sexy man, my love, i love you with all i physicaly can
what can i say our 3rd valentines day
thought you would of got bored by now
i know i certainly havent
wish too spend many years together
your probably thinking ___

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your such a special guy i so lucky to have you
wasn't expecting to have anyone in my life or anything
but got you your the angel you just dont know it
your good to everyone and never selfish
you lighten my dark world wish you were in charge of the world it would be a better place
im blabbering
I just hope my jelousy nervinois worry and crazy thoughts dont drive you away
its a problem im cursed with a mind thst plays tricks on me
i just think everyone runs away from me at some point
anyway happy card
you are the most precious person i have ever loved
I hope i get better for you
love devil kitty
i prey we are never apart