what were the anxieties and regrets of your PwBPD?

[Not2Crazy]

Mine always had to go to another education and had to get A's.

I think the abuse she received was intellectual. Though all her classses were business, philosophy then nursing

Mine would regret not studying  music and thought she was exceptionally talented but she was not very gifted and believed Major sounding chords were "Good" and minor sounding chords were "evil".

She didn't play any more than a few songs she wrote which were more freestyle progressions.

I'm an amateur musician and was a music business  graduate and yes I liked her because she played I thought we just had different styles and would be able to play together as time went by

but the BPD played more into a competition than enjoyment as if she was an authority iwhat's pretty and what the words "really mean". It was awful for me, as the internet grew and I could read lyrics I got more and more angry about it but it wasn't till the end I learned about BPD.