planning to have the separation discussion soon, just looking for good vibes

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Hey y'all, like the title says, nothing new to report, I've just decided that I'm ready to have this separation conversation, planning for this weekend after my therapy session. I'm hoping I don't back out, I'm hoping I don't back down, and hoping it can be as amicable as any situation like this can be. So just looking for some good vibes because I am just so panicked and scared, thanks!

[thepixies21]

Hey y'all, like the title says, nothing new to report, I've just decided that I'm ready to have this separation conversation, planning for this weekend after my therapy session. I'm hoping I don't back out, I'm hoping I don't back down, and hoping it can be as amicable as any situation like this can be. So just looking for some good vibes because I am just so panicked and scared, thanks!

[Pook075]

You've thought this out for awhile and weighed the pros and cons.  You've approached this with empathy and considered everyone involved, and you've delayed this because you didn't want to hurt your spouse.  All good signs that you're ready for this.

Also, remember that separation doesn't mean its over.  It's simply a step towards letting everyone heal and reflect.

[SaltyDawg]

Make sure you have a safety plan in place https://bpdfamily.com/pdfs/safety-first-dv-1.pdf.  When having this conversation with him, you will be at the highest risk for IPV and/or abuse when you do this.

Recommend having this in a public space (park, indoor shopping mall, preferably with video cameras) where there are witnesses nearby if it goes south and he becomes dysregulated - make sure you record the conversation that way if it goes south you will have irrefutable documentation on it.  Don't do this by yourself if you are able, have a friend or someone you trust physically by your side, this will also reduce the chance for it to go south.

If you haven't already done so, be sure to read "Splitting: Protecting Yourself While Divorcing Someone with Borderline Or Narcissistic Personality Disorder" by Bill Eddy and Randi Kreger and understand everything in it.  Google has the first few pages, which includes the 'quick start guide' at https://www.google.com/books/edition/Splitting/WxQxEAAAQBAJ?hl=en&gbpv=1&pg=PT8&printsec=frontcover

Good luck, and take care.