Well im back again...

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So today i wake up to find a txt from my now ex GF out of the blue saying she is leaving me again for the same reason she always gives not really wanting to get in to that now. So i call her and she claims she is at work and sounding very mad that i called since i think she was hoping i would just walk then tells me the same things she always does. What really sucks this time is i bought her a 750 dollar ring with the plan of giving it to her and telling her this is a symbol of moving forward and walking away from the past. She knew i was buying this ring and did nothing to stop me ( beside a few comments but nothing to signal a issue)  which makes me think she had me buy it on purpose knowing she was going to bail. The odd thing over all this im not mad or sad at all just disappointed i really thought we were moving past this crap but as happens to everyone in this kind of relationship its almost never the case.

I told her we would talk more about this but i dont think i want to anymore im almost 30 and dont feel like always holding my hand out to her just to have it slapped away time and time again. Think i need to just move on ( finally feeling this way after 10 years off and on). Since ive been 13 ive been in Relationships with the same kind of girls then women always begging to be saved then when things start to turn for the better they run away or sabotage it. Game gets old and as i get older no longer fun to play. Really feel as i would just be happy being alone.

Well got to head to work soon ill be around ( not as angry though as last time :P )

[JonnyJon42]

So today i wake up to find a txt from my now ex GF out of the blue saying she is leaving me again for the same reason she always gives not really wanting to get in to that now. So i call her and she claims she is at work and sounding very mad that i called since i think she was hoping i would just walk then tells me the same things she always does. What really sucks this time is i bought her a 750 dollar ring with the plan of giving it to her and telling her this is a symbol of moving forward and walking away from the past. She knew i was buying this ring and did nothing to stop me ( beside a few comments but nothing to signal a issue)  which makes me think she had me buy it on purpose knowing she was going to bail. The odd thing over all this im not mad or sad at all just disappointed i really thought we were moving past this crap but as happens to everyone in this kind of relationship its almost never the case.

I told her we would talk more about this but i dont think i want to anymore im almost 30 and dont feel like always holding my hand out to her just to have it slapped away time and time again. Think i need to just move on ( finally feeling this way after 10 years off and on). Since ive been 13 ive been in Relationships with the same kind of girls then women always begging to be saved then when things start to turn for the better they run away or sabotage it. Game gets old and as i get older no longer fun to play. Really feel as i would just be happy being alone.

Well got to head to work soon ill be around ( not as angry though as last time :P )