real hope

[simplyasiam]

almost four months into my living hell and i really have hope now. hope of living a normal life again.

i went out with a girl tonite i went to high school with, not i really think will turn into anything but wow did she ever help me see i was normal at one time.

i had a real life i did real things, im thankful for tonite and old friends.

its a long hard road but it can be done we can live again.

for those of you like me starting or at some point of n/c stick with it. find away to free your self. get out and live.

i know ill have bad days again and its not over for me but ive seen the truth as you will too.

God be with us all.

[eeyore]

 

That was a very big first step to moving your life forward.  I wish you many more positive experiences.

[Perfidy]

Simply, right on! I'm happy that you are feeling better! I tried too soon. Right after I learned that I was indeed single I dated three different women very quickly. Each one of them finer than the ex. I certainly wasn't looking for a r/s. It is a great temporary distraction. And yes... It feels wonderful to sense the freedom to enjoy and do as I wish. Live life a little. The whole time and to this day almost five months later I still have "her" on my mind. For me it isn't about the flesh and blood but the dream. The illusion that persists in my mind. I thought I had found happy ever after. Turned out to be a rattlesnake. I hate it when that happens.