memory lapse

[necchi]

Have any of you have memory disfonctions were it is hard to correlate events in the past, lets say 2years of this hell, or after 2months that i have Brocken up an in n/c, realised that you were dissociating and wonder where time as went... .then for me it all started again but this time worst , the guilt,pain

[Octoberfest]

I don't know that I fully understand your post, but yes, I do tend to disassociate quite a bit.  I think back to things I did as recently as a month or two ago and it feels like I heard about it happening to someone else, not that it happened to me.  Thinking about my relationship with my BPDex shocks me because I feel as though I am a completely different person now than I was when I dated her 7 months ago.  I am 20 and High School feels as though someone else went to that, not me.

Very bizarre.

[necchi]

Exactly! Scary... .Are we going insane?

[santa]

I think I tend to do that as well. I guess it's a defense mechanism.

[RecycledNoMore]

Same with me, I dont even know the date today, just posted a thread, couldnt remember how long id been broken up from uBPDx, days roll into one another, I am suviving day by day, one foot in front of the other... .

[necchi]

RecycleNomore... .