Getting rid of her things.

[Vatz]

I boxed up her things and tomorrow I'm dropping it off at her parent's house. After that, if she's in the hospital I will notify her of where they are and tell her that if there are further questions to contact her parents. After that, I'm changing phone numbers probably at the start of next week.

Still get frightened when I hear footsteps outside, or the intercom bell ring. I just don't answer. I try to make it seem like I'm not even home.

[LettingGo14]

One step at a time is all we can do.  Keep posting as it unfolds, and let us know how you are doing.

[Vatz]

Thanks, will do.

It's 1 AM here and I have yet to go to bed. Long day ahead but, working up a lot of anxiety. Don't really know why. I want to unwind but it doesn't feel like unwinding. When I'm rid of her in my life, I may feel a little more at ease.