After over 18 months I have finally ventured out on my own for an overnight trip. I'm pretty proud of myself
I am at a concert and having fun. Well. I'm currently waiting for the headliner to start. This may not sound like much but this has been hard for me. For us. Ever since she visited her exNPDbf behind my back.
She did make a comment about not picking anyone up while I'm here. I handled it well and did not start anything with it. I did reassure her that I was only going to enjoy the show. Of course she didn't reassure me. But she is handling the separation well. And I have this bad feeling she will call her exNPDbf to wish him happy birthday tomorrow. Or maybe he might come for a visit... .But you know what? I can't control any of that. So I'm going to have fun and enjoy myself.
I did ask how she was handling the separation and she said she was ok and requested we didn't discuss it. To just be normal about it. So I think that shows she is improving.
It's a great day. Headliner coming on now. Rock on everybody!