My beloved uBPDh has put me in a bit of a quandary, and I'm not sure how to respond to him.
After months of escalating issues (partially because I was unaware of the BPD issues and I tried to deal with him like a "normal" mentality), hubbs moved out going on a month ago and Thursday I awoke to activity downstairs and went down to find a cop standing in my kitchen asking if there's a problem. I informed him quietly that this is an ongoing issue with hubbs where he calls the police whenever he can even when absolutely nothing is happening. This time it was for "protection" from me while he moves his things out (of course, HE is the one who has gotten violent, not me).
Less than 24 hours later hubbs calls, texts, and sends frantic Facebook message one after another about some mail he was expecting (he left his key when he moved his things out). I had gotten his car title and insurance papers the night before in the mail, but hadn't told him about them yet, but there was a book he was tracking. I told him "I'll get them. Teaching." to make it clear that I can't engage (boundaries, right?)
So after he tried to come by Friday night and get the key (interesting how he needs police protection in the middle of the day when I'm likely not even home, but not at night to meet me one-on-one), but I had left town for the weekend, I told him I'll let him know when I'm back. Got back today and put everything INCLUDING his key and a note advising that I don't want him to have trouble if he gets any more mail, in a manila envelope and sealed it up with "to: his name, from: my name
" on the front.
Brought it to his job and asked them to give it to him. Sent him a message and said:
"I brought everything to your job at [location]. They said let you know it's in [boss's] box."
"You'll need to bring the pink slip with your ID to the post office on [street name] to pick up the registered letter." (he's from Haiti and hasn't received registered mail here before and he got a slip saying he has to sign for a letter.)
"It's all sealed in a brown envelope with your name on it."
He wrote back:
"I don't understand"
"why did you bring them to [his job]"
"OK"
"I can't tell you what to do but why did you go to where I'm working to drop them? Why didn't you leave them even to pastor [name of my pastor & co-worker/boss] and I would get them?"
"Anyway thanks a lot" (this is a sincere thanks, not sarcastic, from what I know of his writing style)
I did not respond. Yet.
He's used this pastor to deliver messages to me, and has arranged a meeting with him where he played about 30 minutes of a 90+minute recording he's been making (secretly) of our conversations trying to make a case against me. Pastor cut him off after about 30 minutes. He's trying to keep the relationship going, but knows that there's definitely mental health issues and so isn't trying to indulge him in an unhealthy way.
But the question is, should I address this inconsistency? He went to my pastor/co-worker/head and brought very personal things (recordings of personal conversations) without my knowledge in order to turn people against me. He has given me other things through this individual despite the fact that there's no other relationship between the two of them. So why can't I bring things discretely to his place of employment? I specifically chose this method so that there would be as little drama as possible. I figured I didn't want to bring others into the situation (he is very private, and friends would ask questions which I didn't want to answer). I didn't want to play the game of leaving it here or there. I could have insisted that he get a police escort to pick it up since he finds police presence necessary, but that was more drama. I figured dropping it off in a nondescript package would be best for everyone. Now looks like I made the wrong choice.
Help!
