My youngest has not spoken to me or looked at me since 1-9 -15 . I do not know what happened . My ex told her something awful I'm sure .
You will eventually get your chance to make it right, just give it time and allow yourself to emotionally heal.
I'm so sorry for your abandonment by your love . It is so devastating to love someone so damaged - hey - I did it twice in my lifetime ! Once when I was 17 - again at 58 ! Who knew a girl with a 141 IQ could be so dumb twice ?
Love turns even the smartest into a blind fool. I was a love blinded fool, ignoring all my gut instincts and gave her every benefit of the doubt.
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C., did your love break up suddenly and was it repetative break ups ? Mike often gave me the silent treatment for a few days every few weeks . I always apologized even when I did nothing to warrant it . Because I loved him for so long . Did that happen to you too?
The first was very sudden and completely blind sided me. It quite literally came out of nowhere. The second I was expecting would eventually happen, it was just a matter of time and the third and last came shortly after the second. All three times were initiated by her. To be honest, I should have walked away after the first time. That said, we did create some amazing memories after that first discard so while I regret not having the strength to walk away when I should have, I don't regret having the opportunity to create those "once in a life time" memories.
I also found myself apologizing. I still feel guilt and remorse to this day. There are things I could have done differently, particularly in the last 5-6 months, and it might have prevented the end ... .or not. At this point I really don't know if the end could have been prevented regardless of what I did. I'm beginning to feel that I would have just delayed it somewhat, or not. It is all very confusing and I have a lot of conflicting emotions but I am slowly sorting it out and trying to accept that my ex is not the person I believed her to be or fell in love with.