So what is going to be different this time?
Talking, talking, talking. Lots of talking. If I'm hurt I go into myself to protect myself and then the issue gets bigger. My mind creates problems and I feel abadoned and replaced.
He is very self aware and accepting of his illness. When he was rational he assured me that he will always come back to me as I'm the girl he loves. I told him how low my self esteem is and how much I hate seeing him like other girls pictures on insta even though I know it means noting. Honesty and talking is the only way.
I need to stop taking his illness so personally.
I'm aware it won't be plain sailing but, by talking, I hope we can get through it together