pregnant ex

[tribalmart]

Hi guys,

I have been many months NC from my ex BPD gf... .like 7 or 8 months. She's pregnant and the father is my replacement. Yesterday, 10h50pm I missed a call from her trough FB messenger? I was very confused about that. Finally, I have decided to text her... .I was too curious... .kind of excited... .Weird? The only thing I texted her is '' ? '' and she answered ''That was a mistake sorry'' nothing else. She is supposed to give birth in about 2 or 3 weeks if my estimation is alright. What do you guys think about that?

[fromheeltoheal]

What do you guys think about that?

How is your detachment going tribal?  How are you emotionally, and how did that exchange affect you?

[tribalmart]

My detachment... .it is not linear... .some days I feel strong and very detached but sometimes I also feel guilty about our break up and I miss her. Even if I have dated some women I have'nt found someone else that can make me feel this way: passion, sexual chemistry, she was gorgeous, a great carreer, intelligent. I know she still have a kind of hold on me. Some night, I dream about her and let me tell you that the day after is very hard. So, this is where I am. I know it's not possible anymore, but she is still in my mind... .a way too much!