I dont want to be alone

[MiracleKid]

Hello group

I have joined, because I need some support to feel less alone, my older siblings behaviour is such a strain on me the thing is we are not 6 and 9, we are aged 36 and aged 39, (me being the younger sibling) but I am still stuck in a cycle with my mom and family pushing me to be more reasonable to bend backwards and to carry bursts of rages, irrational and unreasonable behaviour.

I have stepped away as the weight brought me to a place of extreme clinical depression.
It's hard to learn how to establish healthy boundaries when your family see this as disloyalty.

Her jealousy towards me has become unmanageable. don't get me wrong, I have made mistakes, I am imperfect, I have caused her hurt, but no matter how I try and be reasonable it's met with heaps of condemnation and rage. Its like we cant not work out misunderstandings like healthy adults, my families solution is for me to agree to irrational demands.

Our objective is to better understand the struggles our child faces and to learn the skills to improve our relationship and provide a supportive environment and also improve on our own emotional responses, attitudes and effectiveness as a family leaders