Adult Daughter with BPD Homeless and Hostile

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Hello,
Thank you for being there. This is my first post.

My adult daughter is 38. She developed BPD at about 11. She has been in and out of therapy and some hospitalizations since her teens.

I want to say right away that she has very threatened me, her father, her sister and my young grandchildren to the extent that we received a call from the FBI in July of this year. These were extremely serious and frightening threats.

As background, rwe all went to therapy (since high school), NAMI courses and helped her with cars, school and apartments .

I will try to summarize and get to the point. Just as the pandemic hit, she called and said she was pregnant and "living in a motel." The father was a bad guy with a criminal record, and he left her alone at an inn (not a motel) off-season. This was our first contact in a year. We did not support her in the pregnancy, and it was terminated. My sincere apologies if that offends anyone.

My ex and I supported her in an apartment for 3.5 years, furnishing it and helping with rent and food.

Two years ago, she orchestrated a fake suicide attempt with a burner phone, video, and threats. I had been advised to call an ambulance in a suicide threat situation, and I finally did. I asked the crew to please be gentle and mindful as she could be difficult, but she is very small.

They had to knock her door down as she was uncooperative. They did hospitalize her, but for less than 24 hours.

Shortly after that episode, after barely leaving her apartment for 3.5 years, she moved out, left all of her belongings behind (that we had bought for her) and then moved to Wisconsin, Georgia, Louisiana, Colorado, Oregon, California and now she is in Nebraska. I do not know how she financed that, although I did learn from her social media that she was doing online porn.

I only know this from her social media. I have only spoken to her once since November of 2023, and it did not go well.

Now she is not happy in Nebraska and is texting me for help. She asks for money daily but I don't send money, although I have sent some.

She seems to be homeless. She has been in a number of situations in the various states over the last year and a half. She never finds her place...

She alternates texting or leaving messages asking for help, or leaves messages name-calling.

I am in constant pain about her situation. But I can not bring myself to connect with her because of the vicious threats she has made, particularly against my young grandchildren.

I don't know what to do.

Many thanks for any advice and insight.

Our objective is to better understand the struggles our child faces and to learn the skills to improve our relationship and provide a supportive environment and also improve on our own emotional responses, attitudes and effectiveness as a family leaders