The unfortunate trap of "Well BPDs love to cling to Narcissists!" (Autism)

[PearlsBefore]

Anyone here autistic AF?

Due to growing up in an incredibly invalidating home life (save that rant for another time), I ended up trying to "save people" as a young adult - all of which led to one of my "projects" telling me she had catastrophic drug-induced liver failure and had been removed from the transplant list due to her longstanding alcoholism and begging me to marry her...and yup, we married. I figured it was a "good deed", and why not - she was diagnosed BPD but in my youth I felt sure that was "just a label" and ultimately enough willpower and self-control could solve it. (Spoiler: Nope).

But one of the traps that seemed to ensnare people was that the "pop culture understanding" of BPD says "Oh, the only people who get into relationships with them are narcissists because they love the adulation when splitting cuts in their favour", but that seems lazy and overly speculative - lots of quotes in medical literature, not much peer-reviewed research. But then it's used for example in divorce and family court to say "Well we all KNOW what it means if someone married a BPD", when frankly...one of the most infuriating things to autists is when people confuse two conditions that are clinical opposites.

-Narcissists are deeply insecure, and fixated on people's perception of them - they act aloof and superior to avoid/hide a crippling self-esteem issue. They probably do like BPDs "positive splitting" more than most.

-Autistic (and/or Aspies) people are clinically unable to care what others think about them, their reputation is functionally irrelevant. They probably end up with BPDs more often than most simply because they don't run away after hearing "I think you're having an affair with your sister, I saw a baby in the park that looked like you, you're just like my Dad, I gave up on my one-week career as a stripper and now I'm thinking maybe a nun, you're like literally worse than Hitler because you are the most evil sociopath narcissist psychopath gaslighting hypochondriac agoraphobic lazy workaholic ever!!!"...whereas most people run away when the "bad split" happens - but autists are just like "well, there's zero truth to that, so why would I be bothered?".

Yet somehow I still run into this constant age-old bias that's crept up into the literature, the idea that BPDs and Narcissists end up together and nobody else can stand them, and if you know someone with BPD then their significant other must be a narcissist. My ex claiming I was a narcissist actually led to a forensic psychiatric examination of me that not only dismissed narcissism, but very politely said "he has the dead opposite of narcissism, this cracka be autistic AF and don't give a damn what she or anyone else thinks - she's simply a goodwill project he's worked on helping and allowing in his life in ways that seem perplexing to outsiders" (I'm paraphrasing)

It seems like a topic I haven't seen addressed on this forum much before, and the "Search" function is broken - so I'll just ask...anyone else noticed this?

[Notwendy]

What I have read is that a pairing between a pwBPD and one with NPD tends to be dramatic, and less stable and that the more long lasting pairing is with a pwBPD and a partner with enabling/co-dependent traits. That doesn't mean it isn't a difficult relationship but that it tends to last longer.

I think autism isn't addressed as much due to the more recent awareness of high functioning - Level 1 autism. Someone who is more severely on the spectrum, I think would be less likely to pair up with someone due to the social skill demands. However people with higher functioning can maintain relationships, sometimes it takes some effort. I also think they are less likely to be identified due to being able to "mask" or compensate in a social setting.

I can't be certain about any posters but I think I have seen examples of all three on the board- due to the situations they are concerned about. Most don't use a specific label. I think the most common situation is the partner who has been walking on eggshells and is looking for another solution. Many do not believe that the term "co-dependent" fits them but they do say they have been walking on eggshells and compensating for their BPD partner.

Some posters have idenfied as being on the spectrum. I think more information will come out about this pairing. I have wondered if perhaps my father had autistic traits. He eventually also was enabling but I wonder if that was an adaptation to the relationship with my BPD mother. I didn't ever consider he might be somewhat on the spectrum, before the information of high functioning ASD was available. He would not have been indenfied in this time.

He had a "brainy" edge to him and while I saw him as being sociable, but thinking about it, it was mostly with his like minded peers. He didn't share other interests like sports, or other hobbies one thinks of as "with the guys". However, I also think his free time for that was limited as my BPD mother's emotional needs were high and he also took on most of the parenting role at home.

Personally, I think people on the ASD spectrum have unique skills and these may be their focus. Not everyone needs to be very social, and so if that is not their focus, they may not pick up on some red flags, as you described?


BPD mother's skill set was her social savvy and charm, something someone on the spectrum may not be so skilled at. She could be manipulative. I think someone on the spectrum might not pick up on some of these subtle signs when first meeting her. But also not many people did at first, whether or not on the spectrum. I don't believe he had any idea of her issues when they got married, but others on this board didn't see issues at the beginning either.

[Rowdy]

Interesting topic. About a year or so before my wife and I split up, I’d done several online questionnaires that came back saying  I was highly likely on the asd spectrum. When we split up I went to the doctors to investigate this further, and was given two questionnaires to fill out, one for autism and one for adhd.
After looking at the results my doctor said he was putting me forward for an official diagnosis. That was 2 1/2 years ago and I still haven’t heard anything from them.

If I am, I have traits and I’m not particularly affected by it. My brother refuses to believe that I even have it, although my ex, my kids and my in laws believe I probably do.

The part of your post that I find worrying however, is where you mention autistic people don’t care what anyone thinks of them. I do sometimes wonder how I am perceived, or if I have upset someone if I haven’t heard from them in a while, which now leads me to question if I am narcissistic instead. I don’t have a grandiose sense of self nor act superior to anyone, although I can at times feel a little insecure. I am not particularly sociable and am an introvert.

[CC43]

I don't know if there's a prototype that disproportionately attracts a partner with BPD, or one that is especially drawn to someone with BPD.  My sense is that some people might like the intensity and initial drama of the relationship--the process of falling deeply in love, feeling so close and special.  But if you're talking about a female pwBPD, what I've noticed is that if she's hot or sexy, many suitors will look past some red flags, precisely because she's hot and sexy.  I saw quite a bit of that in my college days.  Looking back, I'm wondering if some of those sexy "damsels in distress" had some BPD traits.

[Pook075]

I was married to a BPD spouse for 23 years, and I often wondered how I didn't realize she was mentally ill until the very end...or how we even made it that far to begin with.

What dawned on me though was that we split up 3 times the first few years, I had been punched and berated countless times, and my wife focused all of her energy on her family instead of ours.  It was a terrible marriage, yet I couldn't see it.

Maybe around year 8 or 9, I decided that we always had the same arguments (cleaning the house, grocery shopping, saving money, etc...typical stuff).  So one day I just said to myself, "I'm not going to argue anymore and I'm not going to say anything about the stuff that bothers me."  If the house was a wreck, I'd clean it myself or let it be dirty.  I did all the shopping, all the bills, all the appointments and schedules...I just did it all and never again asked for help with anything.  I also stopped complaining about my wife never being there as well.

By doing these things, the arguments almost completely stopped because there was nothing left to argue about.  We lived basically like we were single, did some things as a family, and we just sort of existed for the next 15 years.  And honestly, this was more terrible than getting screamed at and slapped.  At least back then there were good times and bad times.  I just felt alone though and it was depressing to be married but living like I'm single (not in the dating sense...just in the general lifestyle since I did so much alone).

If I hadn't made that change in year 8, there's no possible way we made it 23 years.  And I still don't completely know why I gave up my values and morals to let her just run free.  I'm not autistic, but at the same time there has to be something different about me since I just lost the will to keep fighting back.  I just hated everything about arguing and I still shy away from conflict today.

[Notwendy]

Maybe around year 8 or 9, I decided that we always had the same arguments (cleaning the house, grocery shopping, saving money, etc...typical stuff).  So one day I just said to myself, "I'm not going to argue anymore and I'm not going to say anything about the stuff that bothers me."  If the house was a wreck, I'd clean it myself or let it be dirty.  I did all the shopping, all the bills, all the appointments and schedules...I just did it all and never again asked for help with anything.  I also stopped complaining about my wife never being there as well.

By doing these things, the arguments almost completely stopped because there was nothing left to argue about.  We lived basically like we were single, did some things as a family, and we just sort of existed for the next 15 years.  And honestly, this was more terrible than getting screamed at and slapped.  At least back then there were good times and bad times.  I just felt alone though and it was depressing to be married but living like I'm single (not in the dating sense...just in the general lifestyle since I did so much alone).

If I hadn't made that change in year 8, there's no possible way we made it 23 years.  And I still don't completely know why I gave up my values and morals to let her just run free.  I'm not autistic, but at the same time there has to be something different about me since I just lost the will to keep fighting back.  I just hated everything about arguing and I still shy away from conflict today.

I noticed a similar situation with my parents. I didn't understand all that was going on as I was a child but when I was about 9 years old, they had big arguments.  Dad was already doing a lot of parenting.

By my teens, these episodes seemed to be lesser, but my father also seemed to be resigned to just doing whatever BPD mother wanted him to do. He also seemed less engaged- in general.

I don't think he had any idea BPD mother was mentally ill in their early years of being together. I think he must have known later but he didn't mention BPD.

Not knowing why one would give up their values, as Pook said- I don't know either but I think maybe the constant stress, walking on eggshells, to give in also results in momentary- even if temporary, relief and that may be all one can manage in the moment.

 

[Notwendy]

I don't know if there's a prototype that disproportionately attracts a partner with BPD, or one that is especially drawn to someone with BPD.  My sense is that some people might like the intensity and initial drama of the relationship--the process of falling deeply in love, feeling so close and special.  But if you're talking about a female pwBPD, what I've noticed is that if she's hot or sexy, many suitors will look past some red flags, precisely because she's hot and sexy.  I saw quite a bit of that in my college days.  Looking back, I'm wondering if some of those sexy "damsels in distress" had some BPD traits.

That fits my BPD mother. She had a sort of magnetism, and she was very pretty, not in the "hot sexy" way, but the sophisticated beauty way. She didn't dress provocatively but elegantly.

I know a young woman, a friend's daughter, who also has BPD and this element to her. I also know of another young woman with BPD who doesn't have that. So I don't think it's all pwBPD but I have seen these two combined.

It's part looks but it's also something else.

[hotchip]

I don't know if there's a prototype that disproportionately attracts a partner with BPD, or one that is especially drawn to someone with BPD.  My sense is that some people might like the intensity and initial drama of the relationship--the process of falling deeply in love, feeling so close and special.

CC43, this sounds right to me. I think BPD people can be attractive to those who struggle to tell the difference between intensity and genuine intimacy, perhaps due to FOO issues. And to people who have an unmet need to feel special, unique, or chosen - maybe because they feel deprioritised or unvalued in other parts of their lives and intimate relationships.

By my teens, these episodes seemed to be lesser, but my father also seemed to be resigned to just doing whatever BPD mother wanted him to do.

I just lost the will to keep fighting back. 

Pook and NotWendy, you've described the situation with my father exactly. There was a passivity and defeatism that crept in. 'Well, she's just like that.' So being accommodating, gentle or conflict averse can also preserve the BPD relationship.

[Notwendy]

CC43, this sounds right to me. I think BPD people can be attractive to those who struggle to tell the difference between intensity and genuine intimacy, perhaps due to FOO issues. And to people who have an unmet need to feel special, unique, or chosen - maybe because they feel deprioritised or unvalued in other parts of their lives and intimate relationships.

We kids saw that some men seemed to be spellbound by BPD mother. Even some men who weren't romantically involved with her. My father seemed to be, but also some family friends and even relatives.  BPD mother had an emotional need to have people "do things for her" - run errands, household tasks, and if someone did something for her she'd be so appreciative and attentive to them, they'd feel special.

I think in a way, all romantic relationships have an initial "intensity" to it and everyone likes to feel special and loved. I think it's possible for someone to be attracted to a pwBPD and not be aware of issues, and then when the BPD behaviors are seen, be confused by them. Some may end the relationship at this point and some may not.  It may be that there are other factors that keep the relationship going with some people.

[TelHill]

I often think my late dBPD mother was on the spectrum, due to her discomfort and awkwardness in social settings.  She did not do charming. 

We kids saw that some men seemed to be spellbound by BPD mother. Even some men who weren't romantically involved with her.

I think in a way, all romantic relationships have an initial "intensity" to it and everyone likes to feel special and loved. I think it's possible for someone to be attracted to a pwBPD and not be aware of issues, and then when the BPD behaviors are seen, be confused by them. Some may end the relationship at this point and some may not.  It may be that there are other factors that keep the relationship going with some people.

CC43, this sounds right to me. I think BPD people can be attractive to those who struggle to tell the difference between intensity and genuine intimacy, perhaps due to FOO issues. And to people who have an unmet need to feel special, unique, or chosen - maybe because they feel deprioritised or unvalued in other parts of their lives and intimate relationships. 

I'm guessing body language or demeanor indicates a person can be extremely exciting, challenging or dramatic and that can be incredibly attractive on a subconscious level.

As I said above my mother was neither charming nor sociable. She was dramatic and an expert at intense temper tantrums for no discernible reason.   She was very pretty and people paid attention to her even in her late 80s. The weird thing is I look like her and when with her, she was the one who got all the attention. And I was the younger version of her!

A former college roommate of mine was gorgeous. She had the same experience.

Her mother visited once and my roommate told me her mom would get all the attention when they went out. At the time, I thought her mom was old and not that attractive. (Sorry, I was 21 then.) I could not understand it.

She told me her mom was a bit strong-willed and difficult. I don't know if she had a personality disorder or not. My roommate was low key and introverted. She was normal.

The even weirder thing is my college roommate became an actress after graduation and was cast as one of the hot and pretty girls in a popular Hollywood movie in the 80s.  She's had medium to small roles in TV and film during her career and is not famous.   She’s  not anyone you would know.

She was a Hollywood-approved hot girl and men still chose her 50-year-old mom over her.  There’s something else going on besides physical hotness,

I think those with FOO issues may miss early red flags or explain them away.   I know people with  personality disorders may hide their worst traits until after marriage, an extended lovebombing so to speak. They learned which traits caused friends and partners to dump them in the past and adjusted their behavior to get what they wanted.

My late ex-h did that. There were a few red flags which I dismissed (big mistake) when we were engaged because he was such a sweetie. He was the perfect fiance. We were engaged for three years. He did a 180 and was abusive and scary during the marriage. I felt duped.

[Notwendy]

I'm guessing body language or demeanor indicates a person can be extremely exciting, challenging or dramatic and that can be incredibly attractive on a subconscious level.

As I said above my mother was neither charming nor sociable. She was dramatic and an expert at intense temper tantrums for no discernible reason.   She was very pretty and people paid attention to her even in her late 80s. The weird thing is I look like her and when with her, she was the one who got all the attention. And I was the younger version of her!

A former college roommate of mine was gorgeous. She had the same experience.

I think those with FOO issues may miss early red flags or explain them away.   I know people with  personality disorders may hide their worst traits until after marriage, an extended lovebombing so to speak. They learned which traits caused friends and partners to dump them in the past and adjusted their behavior to get what they wanted.

I agree- it's something in addition to the physical appearance that is the magnet. I think we learn early on what works to get our needs met, and pwBPD may have different needs and so develop a different skill set to meet them.

People notice attractive people- that's natural. BPD mother was a pretty child and people noticed that. There are pretty children who don't have BPD and people notice them too but perhaps the way they meet their attention need is different for them. All children want attention. It's common to see a small child say to their parent "look at this" as they do a big jump on the playground or show their drawing.

Children have innate abilities and so when they get attention for them, it may reinforce them. If a child is a good reader, or good at sports, gets praised for that, they read more and become good at these activities.

Imaging there's a high need temperment child, who may be more stress for parents and teachers and so doesn't get a lot of positive attention but is attractive and gets attention for that- and that becomes their skill focus? Or they find other attention to be something to work at but being attractive- they just get the attention. That would become their reinforced skill set. This won't create BPD but perhaps that tendency was already there.

To compare Tel Hill's mother and roomate. The roomate was also attractive but focused on other skills, like acting and her college classes, got a sense of accomplishment from these. BPD mother didn't have these other avenues of sense of self and so her attractiveness became her main way of getting needs met. She had poor executive function. She was intelligent and liked to read a lot- but to work at a task that brought a later sense of accomplishment may have been more of a challenge.

My friend's young adult daughter who has BPD also has this "attraction factor".   I have known her since she was little. I didn't notice any problematic behavior then. It emerged as a teen. She has an intense need for attention. In her teens, it became possible to gain attention from boys- so perhaps this is something she did more- so she could have that need met.

One of my BPD mother's needs was that she couldn't tolerarate being alone for long. She needed someone with her. She seemed to not be able to regulate her own emotions and having someone with her in the role of emotional caretaker met that need. This young woman is similar in that need. So perhaps their being able to draw people to them was reinforced for them.

[Pook075]

CC43, this sounds right to me. I think BPD people can be attractive to those who struggle to tell the difference between intensity and genuine intimacy, perhaps due to FOO issues. And to people who have an unmet need to feel special, unique, or chosen - maybe because they feel deprioritised or unvalued in other parts of their lives and intimate relationships.

Pook and NotWendy, you've described the situation with my father exactly. There was a passivity and defeatism that crept in. 'Well, she's just like that.' So being accommodating, gentle or conflict averse can also preserve the BPD relationship.

I reached a point in my life that I just didn't want to waste a single ounce of energy on being negative, having the same arguments, etc.  Why?!?  We argued that stuff for almost a decade and nothing ever lasted more than a week or two.  I couldn't see that my ex was incapable of staying in a routine because of mental health, but I did figure out how to avoid the blow-out arguments completely.

Others might ask, was it worth it?  Honestly, yes it was.

I've reflected on this a lot and although our house was completely dysfunctional with 2 BPDs in it, at least the kids grew up at home and the marriage survived into their early 20's.  So while I definitely wouldn't want to return to that life, I am thankful that we made it that long for the kids' sakes.  I would do the same thing over again EXCEPT that I'd seek family counseling to hopefully get my ex-wife and kid more help.  I also would have found this site 10 years earlier and actually understood what I was facing- that knowledge would have been invaluable.

[Pook075]

Not knowing why one would give up their values, as Pook said- I don't know either but I think maybe the constant stress, walking on eggshells, to give in also results in momentary- even if temporary, relief and that may be all one can manage in the moment.

I mean, the simple answer is that I loved my wife and I loved our family of four.  Your dad loved your mom the same way I'm sure.  Him and I tried to hold everything together despite having no idea what we were actually facing.

Looking back, my mom clearly had mental illness as well and my father did the exact same thing.  He stayed silent and/or he fled.  If I yelled back as a kid/teen, he'd scold me and tell me to be quiet.  I'd plead my case- "but she said this and did that and it's wrong!"  I never understood why he told me to stay quiet until recently when I realized that I did basically the same thing. 

He was right though and so was your dad.  We all fought to keep the family intact, despite the obvious challenges.  That's what you do when you love someone.

[Notwendy]

I mean, the simple answer is that I loved my wife and I loved our family of four.  Your dad loved your mom the same way I'm sure.  Him and I tried to hold everything together despite having no idea what we were actually facing.

Looking back, my mom clearly had mental illness as well and my father did the exact same thing.  He stayed silent and/or he fled.  If I yelled back as a kid/teen, he'd scold me and tell me to be quiet.  I'd plead my case- "but she said this and did that and it's wrong!"  I never understood why he told me to stay quiet until recently when I realized that I did basically the same thing. 

He was right though and so was your dad.  We all fought to keep the family intact, despite the obvious challenges.  That's what you do when you love someone.

I understand the effort and value in keeping a family intact. The question I have is- if appeasing one's spouse to keep the family intact is the right thing, what if the appeasing involves doing the wrong thing to others, oneself, or to the family?

Right and wrong can be a matter of opinion sometimes but I mean doing something that is considered wrong in most cultures/religions. You mentioned appeasing to the point of giving up your own values. What if these are moral values?

This issue- giving up values- were a dynamic that affected the relationships in the family. It may have appeased BPD mother in the moment, but it caused real damage to relationships. Appeasing my mother in order to maintain the peace also had a high personal cost for my father- and maybe he was willing to do that for her but when it impacted his relationships with his own family and children- how far is too far?

I know your moral code has a religious grounding so I will use that for the examples of right and wrong. It is right to "leave your parents" and "cling to your spouse" but that doesn't mean cutting contact with them entirely or causing them the pain of not seeing their grandchildren,  just because your wife demands it and they haven't done anything to deserve that. It doesn't delete "Honor your parents".

I'm not singling out anyone or reporting exactly on things my father did,  but here on this board are many examples of grieving mother in laws, grandmothers who have lost contact with their adult child because that person is trying to hold the family togther and appease their BPD spouse.

I have also seen examples where holding the family together also involves the children being exposed to the dysfunction in the family and the behaviors of the BPD spouse. This is a complex issue because, the courts will usually award custody to both parents and in some situations, it's better that the children are not alone with their BPD parent more.

Giving in on things that matter less to us isn't a big issue. I think we all have our own individual boundaries but where's the line between holding things together and abandoning our own values? That's the dilemma.

[PeteWitsend]

That fits my BPD mother. She had a sort of magnetism, and she was very pretty, not in the "hot sexy" way, but the sophisticated beauty way. She didn't dress provocatively but elegantly.

I know a young woman, a friend's daughter, who also has BPD and this element to her. I also know of another young woman with BPD who doesn't have that. So I don't think it's all pwBPD but I have seen these two combined.

It's part looks but it's also something else.

FWIW, I have a good friend who is a psychiatrist, and he mentioned to me that there is a correlation between attractiveness and behavioral issues, or mental issues.  I don't recall if he specifically said "behavioral disorder" but it might have been something like that. 

It's become a meme online about "hot" women being also crazy, but apparently there's some truth to it. 

I am really curious as to whether it's a chicken or the egg thing: does lots of easy male attention bring out the worst in a woman?  Would the same thing happen with attractive men, who get too much female attention?  Or is there some other correlation here?  It seems like personality & physical appearance would be separate issues for a person, but over time, your self image definitely gets affected or warped by how others relate to you. 

[Notwendy]

On the topic of what predisposes someone to continuing a relationship with a pwBPD? I think anyone can be attracted to a pwBPD but not all relationships progress long term.

Being willing to appease and having poor boundaries is one aspect. FOO dynamics can influence this. My FOO was similar to Pook's in that, we saw things our mothers did that were wrong by our own values but we were not allowed to stand up for them, or speak of them. We were taught, from an early age, that our boundaries mattered less, for the sake of family harmony. What was "right" for our fathers may have taught us to abandon our own values and not have boundaries in relationships. Kids don't have the nuanced understanding of this decision like an adult would.

I saw some recent videos that discussed the adult parentified child in relationships and how we tend to dismiss our own feelings and regulate other people's feelings. We may end up in relationships with people who have poor emotional regulation skills. The relationships persist because we do the regulation for them. They gain a sense of comfort but it also keeps them from dealing with their own emotions and possibly learning better emotional regulation skills. If the parenfied partner then expresses their needs, these needs are dismissed, the partner can't meet them, and if they don't regulate their partners, the partners can then blow up in anger, or react in other ways.

The term BPD isn't ever used as it's not the only situation where someone has poor emotional regulation skills. However pwBPD have poor regulation skills and so the pairing between them and an adult parentified child may be more likely to progress.

People with autism also may not have strong emotional regulation skills for other reasons. They may be overwhelmed and react. So I think the pairing of BPD and autism may not be as frequent. I have also read that a NPD-BPD pair can be unstable.

[PeteWitsend]

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Being willing to appease and having poor boundaries is one aspect. FOO dynamics can influence this. ...

People with autism also may not have strong emotional regulation skills for other reasons. They may be overwhelmed and react. So I think the pairing of BPD and autism may not be as frequent. I have also read that a NPD-BPD pair can be unstable.

I've seen some discussions here about what happens when two pwBPDs meet and form a relationship.  I think like a NPD-BPD, it's just not going to last very long, certainly not beyond the "honeymoon" phase when the relationship moves beyond "new and exciting" to "hey I have problems, and expect you to take care of them."

I just cannot see a pwNPD being willing to caretake the BPDer, so I think they'd both move on fairly quickly when they realize their "needs" are not going to be met.

In my own family and friends over the years I noticed some I suspected of having "issues" (though I knew nothing of BPD then) seemed to seek out the others in a way, but also would not take any grief from the others and those relationships never developed in any way.  It's almost like they could "recognize their own." 

I know this is a small sample size, but I have a couple aunts, and one of them was always the "black sheep" of the family... sometimes drinking too much and always picking fights at family events.  She'd seemingly make things up, or invent things to fight about that would leave everyone else confused as to where the hell she came up with what she was upset about.  No one knew anything about BPD, so there were always conjectures about what her deal was.  Anyways, after we were married BPDxw had a couple interactions with her, and my aunt was never very warm and fuzzy with her, more like "openly dismissive."  I thought for sure this would cause problems, yet, BPDxw never had much of an issue with her.  However, she did pick "blow-up heated arguments" with my nicer aunts on separate occasions.   

Did two "wolves in sheeps' clothing" know better than to pick on the other? 

[CC43]

FWIW, I have a good friend who is a psychiatrist, and he mentioned to me that there is a correlation between attractiveness and behavioral issues, or mental issues.  I don't recall if he specifically said "behavioral disorder" but it might have been something like that. 

It's become a meme online about "hot" women being also crazy, but apparently there's some truth to it. 

In my humble opinion, it's similar to the observation that small dogs have earned the reputation for being nippy, yappy and reactive, more so than big dogs.  Maybe there's an innate, genetic disposition to feeling threatened, but my opinion is that it's a mostly a learned behavior.  Small dogs are more nippy, yappy and reactive BECAUSE they tend to get away with the behavior.  The owners might think, a bite, snarl or scratch from a little dog, well that's harmless, because the dog is so little and cute.  Over time, the bad behavior is not corrected, and it becomes ingrained.  Yet if a 100-pound dog snarled, bit or jumped onto a human, my bet is that they would be corrected immediately.  A bite from a Doberman could get it put down, after all.

My opinion is that the "hot girl" typically doesn't have to try very hard to get attention.  She gets attention, especially male attention, in spite of her petulance/meanness/rudeness/lying when she's lashing out.  Yet if a "plain girl" acted that way, well she'd probably not have many friends at all, let alone suitors.

I am certainly not implying that all hot girls are "crazy" as the meme references, and I'm not implying that plain girls are always nice.  Of course not.  I just think that attractive women are generally given more behavioral leeway, because they are attractive.  Think Mean Girls, who are idolized and popular, even though they're mean, spread nasty rumors and try to sabotage each other.

In a way, there's a genetic component to cuteness.  Babies are basically "engineered" to be cute, to "compel" parents to care for them, even if babies are extremely needy and annoying, with their high-pitched crying, fussiness and frequent need for feedings and diaper changes.  Babies can go from laughing to wailing in a split second, for no apparent reason, except general overwhelm.  But, given their cuteness, they seem to control the people around them, compelling them to bend over backwards to meet their daily needs.  It seems to me that some adults with BPD act in a similar fashion--they can start wailing in a split second for no apparent reason.  Would people really tolerate that behavior in an adult, unless she was very attractive?