ahoy, Ahoy
i think youre very right that a personality disorder is a unique obstacle to introspection, self awareness, and change.
the picture is a little bit bigger though, for us, and for our exes.
50% of partners of someone with a personality disorder are disordered themselves (its actually nearly 56% of partners with someone with BPD). even more have traits. these are sobering statistics.
but its worth taking into account that the majority of our exes are not clinically BPD.
in other words, our struggles arent so different.
-Emotional immaturity
-Blame shifting and Projection
those are hallmarks of both partners in a "BPD relationship".
- codependency
- FOO issues
- personality disordered traits
- depression (cognitive distortions, and the ten forms of twisted thinking, like black and white thinking
https://bpdfamily.com/message_board/index.php?topic=56199.0)
- substance abuse
- sexual dysfunction (addiction, over-emphasis, whatever)
- poor boundaries
- intimacy issues
the list of things we have in common as partners is pretty long, and pretty arduous to overcome. im glad to hear youve made such progress, its an inspiration.
a wise member said it best: "good mental health is hard". change is hard. the most self aware of people have blind spots.
Focus on your own growth, don't wait on theirs.
youre very right. its about us now.